近来:)

终于舍得懒回来写部落了=]

最近的生活....

除了忙还是忙:)

忙也好啊,不用想那么多东西。

先说学业的吧

3科里 critical thinking不懂学来做么的==

可是有时还蛮好玩下的

我好爱上CGD2和videography

因为这两科我从没睡过觉

哈哈

除非真的很累,那个例外啦

佬仔很忙 哈哈

爱情呢

2个字形容

复杂~

有时候想找人聊天

可是很难找到一个真得很了解那种心情的人

学到了很多东西

算改变了很多

到了college真的整个人都不一样了

谢谢身边有那么多朋友

真的很感谢天 让我遇见你们

笑也是要过一天 哭也是要过

他们让我每天都笑

有时候我会傻笑起来

其实有时候我在幻想东西

所以每次身边的朋友看到都会用很奇怪的眼神看着我 哈哈哈

教授教会了我一句话

电脑坏了不是那个电脑品质不好

而是人为的

我在想

其实我们都有错

只是看谁错的比较多

别怪人家做错

先想想自己有没有错

选择了这条路

已知道未来的路会很难走

无论是T还是G

最后最伤的始终还是T

可是我觉得

虽然T以后的路始终还是单身/结婚

没人懂

可是T真的很坚强

当坚强不来时会像女生一样

哭了

我所看到的

包夸我自己

都是被G们伤害

我的意思不是说G们不好

只是在说一部分

可能缘分还没到

我们都还没找到一个真真爱我们的G

加油吧身边的T朋友:)

Time to rest.

Finally!

My assessment is OVER!

Enjoying my sem break right now.

Every single assignment have it's own pressure.

I dislike it, cause I got no potential.

I knew I'm far away from you guys.

Sometimes it might hurt you guys.

I knew, I'm just weak.

You guys are awesome, you guys are legend EXCEPT of me.

Nevermind, what I said, it's just what I feels right now.

After that, I'm fine.

I hope I can "wake up" during this sem break.

Hope I know what should I do.

"wake up" lou.

加油=]

呼呼~

终于抽到那么一点时间来打部落了=]

最近真的很忙啦==

宁愿出去都懒得打部落 哈哈

不用紧=]

很少人来注意我的部落的 hoho

照片里就是和我真名同名的lecturer 哈哈哈

她真的很好人

可惜的是她要离开这college了

我们都问她你又要去泰国吗？

因为上一个sem也是有一个lecturer走了:(

他去泰国~唉

这lecturer呢教到星期五就走了

很不舍得她:(

虽然有时候她"发癫"令人很不爽><

可是她真的很好人=]

不用紧,这照片就当做是留念,我会记得你教过我的一切

谢谢你lecturer ;)

还有另一个lecturer，也是要走了

他是叫storyboard的

其实他是叫Mr Lim

可是我们都叫他Mr Nerv (神经线? xD)

哈哈 他名字好特别

Designers be special hohoho :)

他呢

没怎样

他的assignment是最多,也是用最多时间的一科==

我对这科还好

可是有点难><

不用紧

加油=]

虽然有时候他说的话蛮hurt人

可是我们都知道

他要我们记住

不想我们再犯同样的错

我也会记住你=)

There's no love will last forever except family, but I will appreciate every moment with you.

and memories last forever. :)

Busy!

What a ugly hairstyle.

Cut by a noob barber. WTF.

If you don't know how to cut, just SAY.

Don't give me a shit hairstyle. Make me wanna wax my front hair too.

You sucks man.

Haiz, no choice.

Have to wait for it to long. T^T

Anyone willing to give me some hair? ==

Phew~

Finally I got time to update my blog.

There's some reasons that I don't want to update my blog.

Cause.... LAZY! Hohoho. :)

Some more when I got something to write that time, I'm busy on my assignments.

Assessment is near, is a good and bad thing.

Good is because got semester break! xD

Hope to go clubbing. :)

Bad is because have to study loh... T^T

So pity leh~ college life.

I rather the time go back to secondary school, this is really true.

Hmm. We can copy homework each other but now...

CANT! T.T

All by ourselves. Haiz~

Nevermind, just cheer. :)

Seriously miss my brown hair. TT

Too late. :)

Such a tired day yesterday.

Rushing all the assignments include the Heroic Festival event.

Get ready and start doing final project.

It's so tiring.

Don't feel like going to friends house and do the Heroic Festival thing.

I wanna DATE too....

Done until quarter way of assignments and went to sleep.

Woke up at 10am.

Start drawing print screen.

Finished half way of the assignment.

Get ready and bath quickly.

Went out and fetch her.

Suddenly a call. Frustrated.

Rushing assignments all the way and that's the answer that I get.

Wanted to create more surprises but FAILED.

Asked a friend to copy whole songs.

Wondering what's her expression but FAILED.

I understand. Nevermind.

SMILEEEEE! Everything will be fine. :))))))

It wasn't the end of the day.

Thanks for a leng zai told me what's going on.

When I heard it, my tears fell down. It was so touching.

Although I don't know you, but you and your girl's story, is really touching.

You both are great, I support you.

Cheer up girl. Don't be sad. Her love will always beside you.

Hard to describe the feeling.

Just hope this pair of couple can stay forever.

BECAUSE of a disease, the TB left her.

It was... like what I said, hard to describe.

I will support you guys, a great, lovely couple.

Rest in peace.

May god bless you both.

I can't stand for it anymore!!!

My assignments is like as high as a hill. OMFG.

Have to prepare and start doing my final project.

Left 5 weeks, shit man.

Still need to busy about the Heroic Festival.

Haizzzzzzz! My assignments TT

Miss you. Special one. <3

Science class VS Art class.

现在什么时代

为什么人都是这样

"识少少,装高贵"

你们总是看不起我们

对，我们以前在班时只会玩

其他的东西都不会了

可是

我们不是笨蛋

请你们别看不起我们

你们和我们也是同年的

不一样的是

你们做的实验比我们多

又Physics啦

又Biology

还有Chemistry

又怎样！

我真的很不明白

连上了college/university life还是要面对将的问题

这问题永远都解决不到

他们永远都是那样

p/s: 再说某些人，不是指全部

有些并很好人

有什么不会的

他用真心来帮助你

不像有些人

呸~

废人

对

我什么都不是

我只不过是个废才一个

自己亲手买的东西

自己却一手破坏

对

我缺点最多

优点最少

什么都最不好

这就是我------烂人

Hoho, pressure.

38 again. Haha!! xDD

Maybe I had too many assignments, only I do this expression. Lol.

Had being a driver recently.

Dislike fetching my brother to here and fetch him back to the house.

Is so boring and wasting time.

If beside me was you, different.

I can drive until Thailand without sleeping also no problem.

Cause the person who's sitting next to me is you. My love.

Recently not really in a great mood.

Quite lazy to do my assignments cause finished doing it, hand in to the lecturer, the lecturer will give again.

It seems like repeating the same thing without changing the method.

Except the final project is different and some stuff.

BORING!

I enjoyed the moment with you.

I miss the moment with you.

I really wanna hug you.

I can't stop missing you.

My love. <3

Idiot.

We planned to go back to the school yesterday.

I'm having class at 9-12pm.

After my class, I drive to my secondary school.

It isn't far from my college.

I'm so happy that I can meet my friends.

When I reached my school and I parked my car, I wanted to go in to the school.

Unfortunately, the guard disallows me.

I asked him whether I can go in or not.

The guard called me to ask the teacher.

I asked him, he was my art teacher last time.

He disallow me to. He said," you pakai macam girl baru boleh masuk".

I'm like what the fuck?

I dislike wearing skirt. So?

Because of last time, I wear shorts and you guys disallow me to go in.

I wear long pants and I drive to school because I wanna see you, teacher.

BUT! You don't even know how to appreciate it.

I just came from college, what clothes do you expect me to wear?

You want me to wear singlet and go inside the school isn't?

FUCK you! You spoiled my mood, do you know that?

Don't think my hair wax until like that, I looked like "samseng".

NAH! Which part do I looked like samseng?

Why people from science class can go in?

WHY?!

The only reason is, you all just dislike our look. EVERYTHING!

I knew, if our memories isn't in this school, I won't go back!

You stay infront of me and begging me to go back, I won't too!

I just don't understand! What the fuck is the rules?!

I'm so angry with my school's security, it's just. SUCKS. o0o

The only thing that I can do. :')

It was a normal day today.

As usual, having CGD in the early morning.

After that had our Photography class.

Toke a lot of pictures of my classmates, gain lots of experience from lecturer.

After that...

Meet my baby and something happened after that...

When she gets angry, she never say goodbye to me.

I started to walk to the bus stop, my tears is all around the eyes.

I wonder my eyes are red at the moment...

people who are waiting for the bus there looking at me?

I just don't understand, I'm crying non stop and nobody knows.

I'm crying and I'm typing this blog.

I can't stop crying.

Like nobody knows and nobody cares.

I'm just crying alone in the middle of the night.

I knew you're joking.

I knew.

But the problem is on me.

I can't stand for it and I just get a little angry.

I'm sorry.

I just can't stop missing you.

I just can't stop loving you.

I just can't stop getting "cemburu" when you/people treat you in a good way.

I knew I just can't stop crying right now.

Stress.

有了laptop就会向着webcam自拍,自恋到~~

哈哈

刚洗好澡拍的,把头发都吹完上去,额头几凉爽一下

哈哈哈

有时候太多assignment时,不知找什么东西来放松自己

只好找我最亲爱的宝贝

她的一字一句话都给了我很大的鼓励

谢谢你老婆

我爱你:-*

黑眼圈深了

脸也开始憔悴了

恐怕没有baby face了

该保养下:目

做多点mask

哈哈哈

娘娘xDD

回忆过去

突然想起中学的生活

那时候的我们

是多么的自由自在

只是那些规则

弄到我们不开心，不满意

这

已过去了

还记得我中三那年

我爱上了篮球队的其中一个senior

呵

不断的追她

一有时间就走去学校的走廊那看她

一放学就等她

不过没试过看她看到miss bus

哈哈

以前的我

真的整个花痴酱

现在与以前不同了

我也后悔了自从和她表白

现在

我和她的关系还比朋友更糟糕

算了吧

可能她真的很讨厌我

==

还记得你参加歌唱比赛时

帮你投票拉票

拉得好辛苦

放了很多心机，很多金钱

可是

你一句谢谢也没有

你的性格

果然好酷

现在也是一样

整个刘力扬的look

酷爆==

我也没计较那么多

这只是过去，回忆

(p/s:我们只是朋友，就是那么简单)

到了中四

我追了你一年

呵

我已对你

只是朋友

不可能了

勉强是没幸福的

也算了

只好把你忘了=]

结果我做到啦

只当你是朋友

可你还帮我当敌人看待

真的是~唉~~

没关系

我遇见了一位靓女

就是我的宝贝啦

赫赫

和你在一起

真的感觉到很幸福

虽然有时候我有发些小脾气

可是过了，我就算了

没放在心上

只要你开心，健健康康

我就很满足了

不敢想那么多

因为船到桥头自然直:)

亲爱的

我爱你哦

此刻只想爱着你~~~<3

如果可以

时间可以倒流么？

我觉得上了college压力很多

唉

爱情也照旧

爱着我的她

只想回到以前中学的生活=[

Sucks. =)

When I was small, I always think of I can drive a manual gear car cause can like Initial D. ==

What I think is consider childish right?

Now, I got my P license and I can drive my dad's manual gear car.

The only thing is, my dad still don't allow me to drive by myself.

Because he worried about me, he wants me to be a good driver.

Everyday I wanted to drive and hope he say," okay, you're now passed."

Unfortunately, it's getting worst and worst....

I feel like I'm the worst driver ever.

He scolded me in the car loudly.

This is the first time, I didn't response him.

I didn't even speak a word.

I just keep silence.

Maybe I really not that qualify to being a driver.

Dear, I'm sorry.

I guess I need more time...

Because my dad's car is a manual gear car.

It's not that easy to handle it.

I toke my P license like about 1 month plus and now still need my dad to sit beside me.

At first I think that I can handle but now, I really knew it.

That kind of feeling is like...

Hard to explain.

Just hope everything will be fine.

Don't want to hope anything on my driving skills anymore.

Just wanna drive carefully and safety, that's enough.

I guess I have to take this more seriously....

Had a bad day.

Haiz, I'm so moody man. :(

I lost my pendrive since last tuesday.

2 days ago.

Today only I realize that my pendrive left in my college's lab.

OMG. I'm so careless.

At first I blame myself.

Because of my gastric pain, I went to Paparich and take away a bun.

I wondering after CGD class, in photography class I didn't realize huh?

Haiz, I'm so disappoint.

Everything inside the pendrive had gone.

I didn't even back up it.

I'm so sad, inside contain lots of memorable pictures.

No choice, it already stolen by someone.

Bye bye my dear pendrive.

I have to redo my assignments.

Actually, I don't mind my assignments gone, what I mind is meaningful pictures.

Too bad, it's gone.

It got no legs to find the way back to my home. Forget it.

I rather get a new one. I have to be more becareful.

Cheer lou. :)

I get it.

Haiz~

I'm so disappointed with my last semester's result.

When I toke my result slip, is like...

My heart frustrated.

I passed all subjects but I feel so sad?

I don't know why...

Maybe I jealous about my classmates result.

They got A and A- .

In some of the college life, there's no fail or pass happens during taking result.

I'm not sure about your college/university.

For my college, there's no "fail".

If you finish assignment on time and try your best on assessment.

There's no such fail in result.

The only thing is A- or A or A+.


What can I do?

Try my best at this semester bah.

Cheer to myself.


I'm still worrying about my assignment. Shit.

Photography class! Love it! :D

Err... ==

I got no comments on this photos.

For me it's just ugly. -.-

But I like the light and the image of the colour.

It was so nice. :)

I like DSLR cameras! ^^

If you wanna see more pictures, kindly go to my profile, they had tagged me. /.\

It was funny too. -.-

Actually, I love to take photos with DSLR cameras, it was exactly prefect pictures.

I love to being a model too. Perasannya. ><

Will you be my model, baby? XD

You're gonna be my model soon.

You will see how your bf rocks when she helps you to take photo. HAHAHA!

I'm so perasan. /_____\



Busy on the logo recently.

Worrying whether my cousin can come back on time and get my laptop or not.

I'm so worry about it, cause I need the software to do my homework. :(

God bless, hope it is done. =[


Planning to buy a DSLR too. ^^

Gonna have camera and laptop soon.

It was so costly. Hmm.

Don't worry my parents.

I will not make you both disappoint.

What I did, one day I will success. :)

Try my best on everything.

Ga yao! ^^

Now... I knew it. :)

Disappoint.

I felt so disappointed that I had this kind of.... "friend".

Since Form 3 I knew you, from a website for lesbian called lessis.

I knew I'm shy, you like to bully me but now.

I can say that, you aren't qualify to being my "friend".

You do not have a qualification to being my "friend".

You suck!


I was wondering, what's your brain contain huh?

I thought your target is someone else excluding her?

Too bad, you did it.

I can't accept what you did.

You aren't my friend.

If you gonna try it once more time.

The revenge will come on you one day.

Good luck "DUDE". :)

2nd week of semester 2.

最近发生了某些事，解决后，感情稳定了。

不错=]


昨天上CGD班，多渴望lecturer会把功课忘掉。

我们不必present><

结果，她还是记得==

没办法咯，被逼要present了。

坐后面的人果然很爽==

到我后面的那家伙就停了，由于时间的关系。


和我同班的有个T，她样子还好。

不过我不懂她是不是L的。

还没去聊天，彼此都属于害羞型的。

可能迟点吧，说真的，我喜欢看帅T多过美女。

美女就在眼前了啊，就是我的女人咯，哈哈哈。

还看什么美女啦，我真的没兴趣。==

我不像我的老豆，他儿子我，很乖的/.\


话说回来，CGD，我们都要参加比赛，帮公司设计logo。

Lecturer要我们设计10个，他奶奶啊.......==

加油吧lou lou /.\ (自我安慰ing)


上photography class时，那老人lecturer又来啦。

闷到爆，过后幸亏我们去meeting关于那festival的。

Counselor一直解释，还吹我们要想到那个idea出来。

没人告诉我们今天的meeting要给idea,我们当场哪里想的出来？

真的是的，搞到我们没有心情参加了。

过后就回studio拍照了。

妈的，只有5架DSLR够几个人用？

他妈的，某些人又霸着，很够自私的咯。

好心，你以为那架相机是你的？

是学院的好不好，吊。

你霸着那架相机，人家不用学东西咯？

虽然我了解那心情，拍照，真的很爽。

一拿起拍了几张，就不像和人家share share。

我了解那种自私的心态，可是你也该为下人家想想对吧？

做人不要那么自私，毕竟是同一班，还有一年多耶。

哎，真的宁可叫家人买一架更好，可惜的是，价钱很贵。

希望家人肯买吧，我会努力做出成绩给你看得，因为我也很爱拍照。


放学后就去密我的女人啦。xD

几开心一下:)

那James Bond啊，和我的另一个朋友，她果然知道我在等你哦，女人。><

有点害羞得说。

火车到时，我的朋友就拉James Bond上火车，可是那James Bond。==

他特地不要上车，要看我的"朋友"哇。

我的朋友就一直很崩溃酱，一直弄James Bond，因为她肚子饿了，要回家。

你看你James Bond，害到人家酱。

下车时还要很搞笑的说，Hi XXXXXX。

过后就和宝贝和她的朋友走去Touch N Go那。

*skip*

到Midvalley后，我抱宝贝一下时，竟然看到表姐。

过后我立刻放手，对不起啊宝贝。/.\

我就和表姐打招呼，她问我来拍拖叻~~~~?

我就摇头，说没有啦~~~~

她一定是知道某些东西。@.@

可是说真的她还好，不像爹地那里的姑妈那些，很auntie。

算啦，我和宝贝出街，什么都不想了。

只想看着你蛤。:$


还有好多好多东西，不写了，懒><

我只想说，没事我不会搭KTM了，因为，真的很吊。

讨厌到爆，LRT还快过它，好过它多多倍，妈的。



我爱你蛤:$

Complicated.

Started new semester last week.

I guess the classes quite ok except the photography class. ==

Urgh, it's just boring because the lecturer is a old man.

He's keep repeating the same thing.

My friends and I was chatting behind there, so funny nia. :)

On the same moment, I SMS my baby too.

As you know, I will always check my message when I'm free.


She started her studies today.

I went to find her, quite happy. =]


Things just happened and repeating.

What to do?

改变了生活，感情还在。:)

呼呼~~

最近稍微得空，所以就来update下我的部落=]


喝醉酒那天过后，邻居们都认为，是那只肥猫呕的。

也好，不然我会被那班auntie讲到...

我看他们是讲不完的啦。

得空就吹下水，到时间就睡觉啊，接孙子，女儿，儿子。

我想说啊，好心，你们真的是那么得空吗？

有必要要说人家的坏话吗？

这坏习惯，看你们的样子，你们是改不了的。

可能到我老了的一天，才了解。

可是我不会，我没那么八。凸


明天就开始new semester了:(

我开始有点怕忙不过来/.\

希望忙到还可以呼吸吧~

可是是不可能的事=[

算了吧，注定很多assignment的啦，这是改变不了的事实。

习惯就好=)


老婆啊老婆><

我好想你啊~~~

:$:$:$

17岁++的第一次。

今天的presentation真的是...

对我来说，我对自己的表现非常失望。

朋友们都做好自己本分，lecturer也没什么讲他们。

除了我，我却...

懒惰。

看见lecturer的样子，我已知道我是失败的那一个。

我很不开心，听了他说的东西后，我根本专心不到来画我的still live drawing。

也没办法了，只好别去想专心的画。

此刻的我，好想哭。

可，我不可能在college那里哭吧？==

所以把眼泪忍，忍到晚上。

装笑，其实我不开心。

见到宝贝后，我很想抱着她。

可是不久后，她的朋友一个个到...

我也变得害羞了。

谢谢kwan告诉我那么多东西，还陪我聊天。

不然我真得发霉了。

老婆不必怪自己，你开心就好，寿星女。:)

直到某人到后，我变得很没胃口。

本来很饿的，变得没胃口，完全不想吃。

只想喝酒。

我问kwan有什么酒好介绍，她说kampai。

听她的咯，叫一瓶来喝，很不幸，没honeydew这口味，只好选我第二最爱。

Kampai Blackcurrant. ;)

那味道，一个字形容，好喝。=]

当我看见某人，我一直乱想，如果3兄弟其中一个在，我肯定把整件事告诉他。

但没一个得空，只好找kwan。><

喝完后，再去叫第二瓶。

好多人都看着我，==

不好意思，昨晚的我，心情真的很不好。

所以昨晚的仪态...算很丑吧。我不介意=)

对不起，我只好把自己灌醉，暂时把两件事停止思考。

醉了的感觉，很爽，可是我还记得我说过什么东西。

做过什么来。:)

喝了两瓶酒，这样就醉了==

我觉得自己很差一下咯，改次如果兄弟/朋友逼我喝，我不是更容易醉？==

我叫老婆陪我走去kwan的男朋友的车那里，是因为我很想看多她几眼。

她说我醉了，我说没有。==

她问我几只手指，我说一，她还问我，我是谁。

我说你是米妮，她说我是你的老婆啊，哈哈哈。

靓女，你没问我你是我的谁嘛><

我知道你是我的老婆呐:$ :$

过后我们还....... :$ :$

秘密:DD


在kwan的男朋友车上，我很想呕，可是又开不了口叫他停车。

只好忍着，要走到家时，竟然在门口呕到不像人。==

连邻居的鞋子都中完，一半的地都是有我呕出来的东西。

够胃吧？== 我也觉得。

弟弟开门时，都吓到下。

我和他就想办法清理下外面。结果又用布啦，又水啦，扫把啦之类的。

我真的是啊==

好没用叻，应该去沟渠那里呕。

我写了短短的note贴在妈咪的门那里，妈咪早上看到时，还在blur blur。

过后爹地看到时，他问妈咪，drunk ah?

然后妈咪答他shhhhhhhhhh~~

囧


老婆~~

希望你喜欢我送给你的东西~~~

我好爱你哦~~<3 ><

Happy Birthday my lady. ;)

Oh no, it seems so long I didn't update my blog. D:

Finally I'm free to update my blog. :)

and finally I don't need to study Pengajian Malaysia and all about history.

I think can recycle it already. Oh yeah. :)

But I'm not sure whether I can pass or not. Hope both of the lecturers pass me. :(

Tomorrow is the last subject for the assessment in semester 1.

Good. Actually after the 2 papers today, I'm freedom already :D

Cause tomorrow having still live drawing, no need to memorize anything :)

What I need to do is try my best to draw and present it to the lecturer. =]

Hope I can present it better, won't let them feel like I'm the worse one. ><

Anyway, good luck to me. @.@

and tomorrow...

It's someone's big day. :D

I had prepare lots of things for her man. ><

SPECIALLY FOR HER leh. xDD

Hehe, I guess you will be extremely exciting when you saw that. :)

ILY baby. <3

1 year + 2 months anniversary. <3

生活有了你才完美:)

阿叻路呀==

要考试了T^T

我有点怕~~

College的朋友告诉我，如果你有读，肯定score到。


相反的，你没读，GG.com。==

她还说Saito的考试和UTAR的差很多，Saito的考试容易得多了。


当天我考两张试，惨没有==

还是要死背那种。

要死咩？==

I hate history. TT


最近你问我，为什么总是放:)在信息里。

你问我是不是看到靓女。

我说没有啦==

其实，我摆笑脸是因为能和你信息。

每次我在上课时，都把你闷呆了。=[

对不起呢，宝贝。


我想对你说

经过那件事后

我对你的爱，越来越深越来越深

比以前更爱你

比以前更懂得珍惜你

比以前更爱自己

也比以前更爱兄弟，朋友，家人

在我身边的人，我所认识的人

对我来说都很重要

可能我冷落了你们

可是你们是我的supporter

很感谢你们

话说回来

你吖你吖><

别老是减肥减肥D:

好像我酱，说到做不到xDD

开玩笑的啦女人><

保持身材就好啦;)

肥了也无所谓=]

所谓食得是福嘛:P


说好了帮你庆祝就帮你庆祝呐/.\

就知道你会叫朋友><

我不介意:)

只是有点心意要送给你:$

到时你就知！xD

不保证你看了会感动到流泪><

不过你老公我不想看到你流泪啦=]

会心痛><


虽然很久没抱着你了，疼你，但见到你+收到你的信息

已很满意了

我爱你哦女人:) <3
还酷过我叻><

哈哈哈哈xDD

Bored day. =_=

Went to Time Square today with my brother. ;)

At first we decided to buy shoes, but my brother told me she got no money. ==

After that, I received message from my baby.

She invited us to go Shabu-shabu to have a lunch together.

At that time, I bought 1 double cheeseburger and 1 spicy chicken mcdeluxe. ==

So we didn't join her.

But then if we join her, we brought a little money only.

We wanna save money. :x

Sorry to say that. ><

After that, we went to Pavilion.

My bro and I walk to the Sticky shop first cause I wanna buy something for my mum.

When I saw something, I feel like wanna buy too but I didn't buy that. :x

Maybe next time. :)

Soon, it seems so bored, we went to the cinema and look for Scream 4.

The show already over. -.-

I asked baby whether wanna watch or not, but she wanna go roller with her friends.

So, my bro and I decided to watch Fast & Furious 5.

Fuiyoh, this show damn nice man.

I love all the cars inside include the police car. >0<

After the movie, we went to Pavilion's toilet. ==

I saw the mirror stick something on it.

It write:NO PHOTOGRAPHY.

My bro and I were like, eat shit lah.

What kind of rules is that. ==

Soon, we went to Sg Wang and go to the roller there.

I phoned my baby several times, but she didn't answer.

I keep looking inside there, see whether I can see her or not.

One of the workers there asked us who we wanna find.

My bro told her is a girl, with long hair.

He went inside and search for her.

I was wondering, how he know who are we finding?

So pro huh? ==

He told us that don't have and we walked away.

*skip skip skip*

Yay, finally met this leng lui.

This is my baby. <3

Leng lui dou~~~ :DD

After we met each other, we went to the toilet....

Take pictures. ^^

She's my bro. Leng zai. =)

Leng zai lah leng zai lah. xD

Mirror mirror on the wall. :)

Eww!

Haiz, today was the last day of the class-History of Art and Design.

Our group present Gladiators. ==

I heard the show before, but I didn't watch it.

Luckily 1 of our group member knew it.

He just called us to do and refer to the guideline.

I'm like so funny, acting like stupid guy fighting with my group members. Stupid! ==

The Titanic and the Phantom of the Opera is the most funniest.

Make me laugh until stomach pain. xDD

Soon, after the whole class presented their drama.

Ms Raden told us that we had 2 weeks of semester break.

We're like wuhooo! Holiday. <3

Some of my classmates planning to go Time Square wherever.

Sing K everything but I didn't join lah. D:

Soon, we went to find Mr Edward and collect our sketch book.

We asked him whether next week isn't semester break.

He checked for us and we're like whole gang waiting outside the admin office.

After that, Mr Edward told us that there's no semester break, we're like WTF?!

No semester break?

About 15 minutes later, the stupid Grace came out.

I hate her so much, she don't even know how to plan the time properly.

She told us that next week is our exam. We're like HUH???!!!!

Last week, my friend and I went to the office and ask for the time table.

They told us haven print out yet. Fine then.

They told us exam date before 1 week go to the admin office to take time table.

After that, Mr Alex told us our assessment is on 23rd of May in Facebook.

Grace said 23rd of May starts our next semester already.

We were so angry, we thought got semester break.

We need to breathe. We need to relax ourselves.

We aren't a robot. We're humans. BABI. o0o

Somebody asked her, do we have any semester break?

She told us your semester break is on the weekend and she smiles.

She told us the time table will paste it here (the notice board) after half an hour.

Vanessa said wah, print time table also need half an hour ah?

LOL. True. ==

When all of us gather together, actually we feel like wanna punch her.

We knew there's no class during weekend and she told us our semester break is on weekend.

Don't you feel that she's talking nonsense? ==


I'm so angry because I'm planning to give a surprise for my baby.

Now, you told me there's exam on that day.

Makes me. Haiz.

Fine, it's your time management problem. Grace, you SUCK.


Nevermind, actually I guess exam doesn't affect my plan.

Have to ask for more information next tuesday. ><


Today's weather was so hot. TT

My dear lady fell asleep again. ><

Nevermind, see you tomorrow.

I wanna HUGGGGG YOUUUU. :DD

Love you baby. :) <3

累。

最近发生了好多好多事，眼泪也流了不少，毕竟这都过去了。

最近，还是一样，忙着画画。

很难抽出时间出来玩，散下心。

有时候把自己捆在家里，也未必是好事。

最想的，当然是和你散散心啊，拍拖，看戏酱。

我有出街那天，是时间过的最快的一天==

唉，assessment快到了，完蛋了><


Assessment快点过,sem break快点到。:D

原来，当我脑海里装满着烦恼时，我却还不知道自己的发泄物是什么。

不像某人，真的无药可救。

说了又怎样？

有用吗？你还是那么的固执。

分分钟比石头还硬。

算啦算啦，说了闭一只眼，开一只眼，当看不到。

死性不改。我呸


最近在college一直举行still live drawing。

一直抬那块板，朋友说可以防身，38。==

用charcoal来画，连assessment也要这样TT

画到我的手可以拿去扶mask了:DD


何时才能和你去看戏，拍拖，抱抱呢？

原谅我那么忙。:(


My love, my soul for you. I love you. :$

[Single Life- First Day]

[DDLY group]

Sorry to tell that, I'm not in a good mood just now.

Thanks to you guys, you guys are awesome. :)

I'm so lucky that I met you guys.



Girl, since you had decided.

Anyway, thanks to you too.

What you had did to me, treat me.

EVERYTHING.

It's just a memories.

It's just a dream.

Everything, had PASSED.

There's no point waiting for you.

I will be alone.

Take care of yourself, friend.

Wished you blessed in your life.

Even though I miss you but,I'll control it.

Because it's the time for me to grow up.

I know it's quite hard but I'll be tough for myself.

I will practice myself while you are not beside me.

I'll be myself.

From now onwards, I will concentrate on my studies and earn money is my dream.

I'll try to be a successful people.

So cheer up for myself and I can do it.

Last time, in my mind I did some wrong decision.

I'm always thought that love is important than everything.

And feel that between friend and love I will choose love but after the lesson that I get a lot of experience.

I know that while I'm sad, I need someone to support.

Is each one of you that beside me will accompany me step to the challengers.

Without them maybe now I'm still the useless, crying for nothing.

Without them I can't grew up myself.

Without them I don't have any supporter.

So,at here I would like to say thanks to all my friends and my buddies.

I really appreciate each one of you that stay beside me and cheering me up.


Lastly, I love you all, my best buddies. <3

A sentence can described it there's no such thing as forever love but friendship is forever.



Mum, sorry that I tell lie.

You are going to Hatyai tomorrow. :(

You asked me, why I cried.

I told you I miss you. ><

You answered, you must be joking. HAHAHA.

I said, don't believe it loh. :(

You told me, sor mui, I go there for a few days only ma.

Then the tears, wanna fall but at last, it falls.

Mum, remember to buy Tom Yam for me.

I'm loving it. :D

Anyway, 一路顺风！

Miss you yeah. :)

别问，只有我自己懂

不想多说

只想说几样东西


原来，得到了报应

厉害



某人

你可以不要跟着我？！

我顶不顺了

我告诉你

除非我的女人在我身旁

其他时间我都爱自己一个人走

不需要你等我

你要等，等你的高大威猛男朋友

我不是，我只是你的COLLEGE朋友

请你

你不要整只狗酱跟来跟去

整个38婆酱

他妈的

走开！

我告诉你，你不要逼我一拳打爆你的眼镜

不要以为你是女生就大完

我不是偶像

不要在我面前发花癫

我觉得很想呕，很反感

曾读过science班的人

真的很难和他们沟通

我是从art班的

和你们阶级差很远



下雨天

想你

不断地流泪


报应



某人

你不必假假了

原来我现在才知道

我好笨吧？赫

现在得到报应，你开心吧？

赫赫

很好啊

取笑我啊

杂巴郎。

唉，心情如此的差。

说了好多次对不起。

还能做什么？

难道...要好像上次那样再次牵你的手...

你才肯原谅我么？...


今天，又上still life drawing。

搬着那大大块的木，走来走去，走去搭LRT。

好重好重的说。

今天没给assignment,不代表明天不给。TT


Assessment快到了，好怕撞到她的生日。-w-

我要快点去看那个schedule了。=[

God bless,不要撞到。

PLEASE! :((


今天讨论assignment的时候，他们说华语的东西，不懂要用什么program去翻译国语。

他们建议用google translate ==

很多人都说google translate真的蛮SUCKS一下。

连我也觉得。==

我觉得10%他的华语翻译去英文是accurate的。

90%是不准的，真的好SUCKS。


上次画画时，每张画都要写名的时候，我写我做后一个字时，竟然写到M。

我立刻傻了一下，我怎么写M?

后来才发现...

我又在想你了。

是很想念很想念那种。


当我们冷战时，我都觉得。

电话可以要或不要。

每次看电话时，还以为是你的信息。

可是却不是。

一直都在期待着你的信息。

早上，收到你的信息。

心跳的很快。

虽然，你只是回我短短的那几封，可是，我已很满足了。

现在的我，觉得电话，可以摆在一旁了。

我很想关机，可是每当我关机后，不到2分钟，又开回去。

那关来做么？

我怕你信息我，所以我没关过电话。

我只想抱着你直到永远...

我突然想到一个句子。

对我来说，不错下...

就是...


[No one is PERFECT in this world, but I'll try my best to be PERFECT.]

怀念。

星期六晚，无端端被整家人拉去看鬼也笑。==

临时告诉你，你却气了。

那天，我的确很不爽。

我很久没和你看戏了，我要和你坐couple seat!:'(

能怪谁？怪自己咯。

怪自己顾着做assignment。

那天，妈咪带我去检查眼睛，她朋友说，可以检查到身体有什么问题。

结果，检查到我左眼，很大压力。

最大压力是四分，我拿三分，你说压力不压力？

妈咪的朋友还说看着你的女儿，如果她去到四分的话，就要带她去看医生了。

原来，我想好多东西。这是事实。

没办法啊。你们都对我很重要，我不能不去想。

说到那个鬼也笑，赫==

我一向以来都不看鬼戏的，我很怕鬼。

现在，还好，就一半一半，我觉得那套戏，像我弟弟所说的，不好看~

我的女孩，我想和你看Scream 4，你愿意，陪我看么?....

我就是爱这样看着你，我就是爱和你放电，我就是爱你一个。

世界上，有几万多亿女孩，我却不选，我却选择了你。

缘分。

我们彼此都给了对方好多第一次。

（p/s:请不要误会是那种）

我们在一起已经一年又一个月了。

和你说个秘密，我已经在计划着你生日要怎么过了。

我不知道你几时才会看到我写的东西。

对不起，在你生日那天，却载不到你。

至于你生日，加上是我们一年又两个月的大日子。

我会把它搞得是你一身中最难忘的18岁生日。

期待那一天得到来，我还是如此的爱你。

你老公我真的好笨，对吧？=]

我也知道，我就是那么笨。:)

这是在昨天画画下图画，把putty rubber弄成酱的，因为...

我在想你。



歌都有的唱，没那么简单，歌词里还说相爱没有那么容易。

无论发生什么事，无论世界末日来临，我都不会轻易放下这份感情。



原来，我和弟弟的脾气，有点相似。

果然是两姐弟，我现在才发觉那脾气。=)

IMY.

现在几点了？

110了。

你知道...我有多担心你么？

我信息你，你没回我。

可能你在驾车，可能你还在看戏。

我没怪你。

可是我真的很担心你。

很夜了，你可能还没回到家。

我很想你，很担心你。

我不知道还能做什么。

现在的我，在打瞌睡。

可是我依然还在等待你回信。

尽快回我信吧，即使你没看到我写的东西。

Haiz.


女人，我爱你。

Busy busy busy! :(

Finally, I got time to update my blog.

Actually I got no time at all. I need a laptop.

I saw MacBook very nice, but quite costly.

Don't know how leh, my college friends all using laptop while lecturer haven come in.

I'm like what the. ==

Feel like wanna steal their laptop.

So damn nice man, some of them even rich than me.

Using iPhone 4 + Macbook Pro 15 inch.

When am I gonna get this 2 things?

10 years after today. LOL. ==

Maybe I'll call my dad to buy Asus or MacBook lah. D:

See how first. :)


So...

Same lah, recently, still busy on assignment.

Non-stop drawing, sketching everything. D:

Feel so tired but when I see someone, makes me feel like more energy. HAHA. :D

Assessment coming soon. Shit man.

Gonna study that f*cking history. I hate it. ==

I failed my history in SPM and in college you want me to pass.

I'll try my best, cause college different from SPM.

Resit 1 paper RM150. So damn expensive. ==

I'll try my best in assessment. D:

I hope I can do well. ><


dear, before I wanted to hold your hands.

I'm still thinking cause I scare you will let go my hand. ><

But at last, I hold your hand. You make me smile too.

I will hold your hands forever. Although there's no such FOREVER.

I wanted to hold your hands and love you forever. Will you? :)

I love you baby. <3

近来。:)

有些东西不必说出口，因为我没以前那么得空管这些小事，自己心知肚明。

我承认自己还是很幼稚，但我幼稚得来成熟，so what? Jealous? =]

只能看见，当看不见；睁一只眼，闭一只眼。

所谓"画公仔唔使画出肠"的。:)

请不要对号入座，谢谢=)



其实还有很多话想对你说，可是总说不出口。

我的感觉就是，我很开心，你原谅了我。=]

谢谢你<3



最近真的sibeh够力辛苦，很够痛苦。

咳嗽咳到够够力。

昨天，我终于知道他们有多伟大了。

之前，我只是以为妈咪是最伟大的。

这想法，错了。

现在，我觉得，他们俩都很伟大。

他们为了我吵到隔壁邻居都听到的那种大声。

可以想象到他们吵到很够力。

当他们还吵着时，我却大声的喊，不要吵了，是我的错。

他们立刻没声出，但却骂回我。==

我们啊，身为儿子女儿，生日时只是一句生日快乐，哪够呢？

我要送礼物来孝敬你们了。=)



猜下这几包药多少钱？加一张mc。

73块，我都傻掉。

我一直告诉妈咪，真的很够贵咯。

她答我一句，看到你好，多多钱都无所谓。

好感动地说TT


放心吧，你的女儿我会认真读书，将来要当个有钱人。

养你们，还有我的女人。

在此说声对不起，真的很对不起。

不听老婆言，吃亏在眼前。><

对不起，让你担心了。

对不起，让你哭泣了。

对不起，我却不能在你身边照顾你。

明天就是我们1年又1个月了。

我想告诉你，还是那3个字，不管你觉得听到闷了还是什么。

我还是要说，我爱你。:)

Hope so.

Finally James Bond done the Stop Motion. xD

I can't wait for the video man. ^^

Then, this morning saw he tagged me. WOW!

I love it man, that was our 1st assignment for the stop motion .

1 word to describe PERFECT! :)

Come and support, if like it, press a 'like', thank you. ^^

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1939545164723&comments


I hope I can make a video for you.

Hope success lah. =)


These days, is like, haiz.

I miss you.

I need you now. :(

Girl, I can't stop missing you and loving you.

I hope you know it. FORGET you is impossible. TT

好想见你，你知道么？

今天的课，我蛮喜欢。

如上图。=]

因为不但很好玩，还很累。

每换一个pose都要拍一张照片才能弄成一个video也就是称为stop motion。

我就负责拍照。

很累的说，不是他们换pose慢，而是电话拍到慢啊，搞到要stunt一下才能拍第二张。

真得好累好累，没办法咯，为了分数，得尽力。

我在等着PC fair，叫爸买个laptop给我。

我有laptop就方便很多了。

特别是弄给你。


我该说的也说了。

只能说，我真的很爱你。

冷冷的一天。

我们冷战了。

老实说昨晚我真的好想发你的脾气。

我真的很火滚，我不知道什么原因，也不知道为什么。

好像我是最后一个知道的感觉。

过后，我还是没对你发脾气。

因为我知道，就算我发脾气，对我们都没有好处，反而更伤。

每当我们冷战时，脑海里总会漂浮着以前的回忆尤其是在你家过夜的那一晚。

印象最深刻，就是你告诉我的前任是谁之类的。

我好记得，而不是因为我吃醋。

是...我不知道怎么说，你在说他们的时候，我竟然感觉到你超可爱。

回想真的很想笑，连我在打部落也在傻笑。可爱到~

那一幕，令我感觉到很特别，我真的无法忘掉。


我感觉到这次你对我说的东西，和以往不一样，很重分开的“味道”。

我也不知道该怎么说。

从昨晚那一刻起，以往的回忆，不断地从我脑海里漂浮出来，让我流泪。

算了吧，无论怎样，我还是那么爱你:)


心里，真的容纳不了其他的女孩，就只有你。

我的压力的确不比你大。


我突然想起

这3个月里，你在国民服务的日子，又多难熬。

每天都想着，几时才完毕啊？

她有没有乱来啊？(可我相信你)

每次都要等到星期五，六，日才能和你信息。

日子有够难熬的说，那时候，每晚都很夜睡，因为睡醒了，第二天早上不懂要做什么。

在那里浪费时间，没去做工，吃喝玩乐。

我的最爱=)

要谢谢小比，几乎每天都kacau她xD 不好意思啦><


刚刚去拿rapidpass, walau ehhhhh ! ==

那照片丑到==阿麽都不认得咯咯咯咯:D

过后有位老人家，认识不多字，叫我帮忙下她填表格之类的。

看她IC的时候发现一样东西，哈哈。

那位老阿麽，和我同月同日生日，咔咔。

缘分还是什么？不知道~

助人为快乐之本嘛^^


呼，这星期，lecturer终于让我们松一口气啦=)

这个星期本来要画关于铁的东西，过后整班的反应就是harrrrrrr!

过后lecturer就说，ok lah, draw fruits xD

几好人下咯你=D

谢谢咯，可以松点了=)

Lou，加油咯^^


读GD的有2个女的，和一个男的，好像不爽我。

在那里说这说那，妈的，有种就站在我面前说。

我不肯定他们是不是再说我，感觉上吧。

要说站在我面前说，奶奶你啊。

怕啊？还是好奇我是tb？

走7开啦，一直在那里说人家的坏话，人家想的哦？

你以为自己很美，很帅咩？

呸！

No one is PREFECT, asshole. :)

放屁

哭什么？

为什么，为什么就不能让我忍，把眼泪吞进肚子里？

为什么？

现在的我很想很想发脾气

情绪化了

连画一幅图

都丑到爆

明天如果lecturer心情好，不会骂我吧

我发什么烂砸？

他妈的

表问我

我不知道

我现在很够火滚

就来爆发了

谁能救我？

没人

每晚都在担心着

一天不解决

心痛到不得了

没人懂

没关系:)

脸笑得出，心却笑不出

怎么了怎么了怎么了？

最近到底怎么了？

我不知道。

无论我怎么说，始终，我还想知道那答案。

口头说不逼你，其实自己很想知道。

我不知道，我真的不知道。

我看到她酱，我真的很够痛苦。

谁能理解？


我不知道发生什么事

我脑海里只有一句话，我做错事了

我一直在想

我到底做错了什么

我在爱情里

只是一个未成熟的女孩

思想比较幼稚的女孩

可能我的所作所为

让你很不满，让你很吃醋

对不起

我真的不知道我还能做什么，还能说什么

虽然忙着画画，可我还能回你信息

不是因为什么

是因为，我很珍惜你

只有你，就只有你

无论我多忙，我都会回你的信

也许我没比其他的踢来的更贴心之类



到处都是女生，可我对他们一点兴趣都没有

我只爱着你

我只相信你

我只想念着你

我的心就只有你

我真的不知道还能说什么

累呆了。

最近身体不适那么的健康。

星期五晚发烧，幸亏昨晚退烧了。

唉，又该忙着画sketches了。:(

最近的我好累，这两晚你都和朋友去喝茶，我在家想你。

最近怎么了？我也不知道。

只是觉得自己，变得没那么坚强。

被人按摩，都会按摩到哭，厉害。=)

其实我没哭，只是我在忍，每个人的忍耐度都不同，当我忍无可忍时，我哭，并非普通的哭。

昨晚哭了好久，一直在怪自己，在哭什么？

我答不出，到底怎么了？

算吧，是我叫那佣人帮我按摩的，不能怪她。

近来，真的，我完全不一样了。

我变得很...该怎么说？

我也不知道。==


我想你了，宝贝。<3

好想见你。:(

我爱你~

D:

This car so nice right?

Aherm, this week's assignments have to do 8 sketches about cars. :(

How to draw? I don't even know, try my best lah. ><

My college friends heard this and their first expression is WTF?! Car?!

I got the same expression too. xD

Some more got a boy, he said, " WTF? I never draw cars in my life."

I'm like LOL? ==

I draw cars before while I'm in primary school but now I got no idea with it.

Sei mou? How to draw? Aiks..

Nevermind, I'll try my best. :)

MrLouZai <3 MsMinnie