The only thing that I can do. :')

It was a normal day today.

As usual, having CGD in the early morning.

After that had our Photography class.

Toke a lot of pictures of my classmates, gain lots of experience from lecturer.

After that...

Meet my baby and something happened after that...

When she gets angry, she never say goodbye to me.

I started to walk to the bus stop, my tears is all around the eyes.

I wonder my eyes are red at the moment...

people who are waiting for the bus there looking at me?

I just don't understand, I'm crying non stop and nobody knows.

I'm crying and I'm typing this blog.

I can't stop crying.

Like nobody knows and nobody cares.

I'm just crying alone in the middle of the night.

I knew you're joking.

I knew.

But the problem is on me.

I can't stand for it and I just get a little angry.

I'm sorry.

I just can't stop missing you.

I just can't stop loving you.

I just can't stop getting "cemburu" when you/people treat you in a good way.

I knew I just can't stop crying right now.

Stress.

有了laptop就会向着webcam自拍,自恋到~~

哈哈

刚洗好澡拍的,把头发都吹完上去,额头几凉爽一下

哈哈哈

有时候太多assignment时,不知找什么东西来放松自己

只好找我最亲爱的宝贝

她的一字一句话都给了我很大的鼓励

谢谢你老婆

我爱你:-*

黑眼圈深了

脸也开始憔悴了

恐怕没有baby face了

该保养下:目

做多点mask

哈哈哈

娘娘xDD

回忆过去

突然想起中学的生活

那时候的我们

是多么的自由自在

只是那些规则

弄到我们不开心，不满意

这

已过去了

还记得我中三那年

我爱上了篮球队的其中一个senior

呵

不断的追她

一有时间就走去学校的走廊那看她

一放学就等她

不过没试过看她看到miss bus

哈哈

以前的我

真的整个花痴酱

现在与以前不同了

我也后悔了自从和她表白

现在

我和她的关系还比朋友更糟糕

算了吧

可能她真的很讨厌我

==

还记得你参加歌唱比赛时

帮你投票拉票

拉得好辛苦

放了很多心机，很多金钱

可是

你一句谢谢也没有

你的性格

果然好酷

现在也是一样

整个刘力扬的look

酷爆==

我也没计较那么多

这只是过去，回忆

(p/s:我们只是朋友，就是那么简单)

到了中四

我追了你一年

呵

我已对你

只是朋友

不可能了

勉强是没幸福的

也算了

只好把你忘了=]

结果我做到啦

只当你是朋友

可你还帮我当敌人看待

真的是~唉~~

没关系

我遇见了一位靓女

就是我的宝贝啦

赫赫

和你在一起

真的感觉到很幸福

虽然有时候我有发些小脾气

可是过了，我就算了

没放在心上

只要你开心，健健康康

我就很满足了

不敢想那么多

因为船到桥头自然直:)

亲爱的

我爱你哦

此刻只想爱着你~~~<3

如果可以

时间可以倒流么？

我觉得上了college压力很多

唉

爱情也照旧

爱着我的她

只想回到以前中学的生活=[

Sucks. =)

When I was small, I always think of I can drive a manual gear car cause can like Initial D. ==

What I think is consider childish right?

Now, I got my P license and I can drive my dad's manual gear car.

The only thing is, my dad still don't allow me to drive by myself.

Because he worried about me, he wants me to be a good driver.

Everyday I wanted to drive and hope he say," okay, you're now passed."

Unfortunately, it's getting worst and worst....

I feel like I'm the worst driver ever.

He scolded me in the car loudly.

This is the first time, I didn't response him.

I didn't even speak a word.

I just keep silence.

Maybe I really not that qualify to being a driver.

Dear, I'm sorry.

I guess I need more time...

Because my dad's car is a manual gear car.

It's not that easy to handle it.

I toke my P license like about 1 month plus and now still need my dad to sit beside me.

At first I think that I can handle but now, I really knew it.

That kind of feeling is like...

Hard to explain.

Just hope everything will be fine.

Don't want to hope anything on my driving skills anymore.

Just wanna drive carefully and safety, that's enough.

I guess I have to take this more seriously....

Had a bad day.

Haiz, I'm so moody man. :(

I lost my pendrive since last tuesday.

2 days ago.

Today only I realize that my pendrive left in my college's lab.

OMG. I'm so careless.

At first I blame myself.

Because of my gastric pain, I went to Paparich and take away a bun.

I wondering after CGD class, in photography class I didn't realize huh?

Haiz, I'm so disappoint.

Everything inside the pendrive had gone.

I didn't even back up it.

I'm so sad, inside contain lots of memorable pictures.

No choice, it already stolen by someone.

Bye bye my dear pendrive.

I have to redo my assignments.

Actually, I don't mind my assignments gone, what I mind is meaningful pictures.

Too bad, it's gone.

It got no legs to find the way back to my home. Forget it.

I rather get a new one. I have to be more becareful.

Cheer lou. :)

I get it.

Haiz~

I'm so disappointed with my last semester's result.

When I toke my result slip, is like...

My heart frustrated.

I passed all subjects but I feel so sad?

I don't know why...

Maybe I jealous about my classmates result.

They got A and A- .

In some of the college life, there's no fail or pass happens during taking result.

I'm not sure about your college/university.

For my college, there's no "fail".

If you finish assignment on time and try your best on assessment.

There's no such fail in result.

The only thing is A- or A or A+.


What can I do?

Try my best at this semester bah.

Cheer to myself.


I'm still worrying about my assignment. Shit.

Photography class! Love it! :D

Err... ==

I got no comments on this photos.

For me it's just ugly. -.-

But I like the light and the image of the colour.

It was so nice. :)

I like DSLR cameras! ^^

If you wanna see more pictures, kindly go to my profile, they had tagged me. /.\

It was funny too. -.-

Actually, I love to take photos with DSLR cameras, it was exactly prefect pictures.

I love to being a model too. Perasannya. ><

Will you be my model, baby? XD

You're gonna be my model soon.

You will see how your bf rocks when she helps you to take photo. HAHAHA!

I'm so perasan. /_____\



Busy on the logo recently.

Worrying whether my cousin can come back on time and get my laptop or not.

I'm so worry about it, cause I need the software to do my homework. :(

God bless, hope it is done. =[


Planning to buy a DSLR too. ^^

Gonna have camera and laptop soon.

It was so costly. Hmm.

Don't worry my parents.

I will not make you both disappoint.

What I did, one day I will success. :)

Try my best on everything.

Ga yao! ^^

Now... I knew it. :)

Disappoint.

I felt so disappointed that I had this kind of.... "friend".

Since Form 3 I knew you, from a website for lesbian called lessis.

I knew I'm shy, you like to bully me but now.

I can say that, you aren't qualify to being my "friend".

You do not have a qualification to being my "friend".

You suck!


I was wondering, what's your brain contain huh?

I thought your target is someone else excluding her?

Too bad, you did it.

I can't accept what you did.

You aren't my friend.

If you gonna try it once more time.

The revenge will come on you one day.

Good luck "DUDE". :)

2nd week of semester 2.

最近发生了某些事，解决后，感情稳定了。

不错=]


昨天上CGD班，多渴望lecturer会把功课忘掉。

我们不必present><

结果，她还是记得==

没办法咯，被逼要present了。

坐后面的人果然很爽==

到我后面的那家伙就停了，由于时间的关系。


和我同班的有个T，她样子还好。

不过我不懂她是不是L的。

还没去聊天，彼此都属于害羞型的。

可能迟点吧，说真的，我喜欢看帅T多过美女。

美女就在眼前了啊，就是我的女人咯，哈哈哈。

还看什么美女啦，我真的没兴趣。==

我不像我的老豆，他儿子我，很乖的/.\


话说回来，CGD，我们都要参加比赛，帮公司设计logo。

Lecturer要我们设计10个，他奶奶啊.......==

加油吧lou lou /.\ (自我安慰ing)


上photography class时，那老人lecturer又来啦。

闷到爆，过后幸亏我们去meeting关于那festival的。

Counselor一直解释，还吹我们要想到那个idea出来。

没人告诉我们今天的meeting要给idea,我们当场哪里想的出来？

真的是的，搞到我们没有心情参加了。

过后就回studio拍照了。

妈的，只有5架DSLR够几个人用？

他妈的，某些人又霸着，很够自私的咯。

好心，你以为那架相机是你的？

是学院的好不好，吊。

你霸着那架相机，人家不用学东西咯？

虽然我了解那心情，拍照，真的很爽。

一拿起拍了几张，就不像和人家share share。

我了解那种自私的心态，可是你也该为下人家想想对吧？

做人不要那么自私，毕竟是同一班，还有一年多耶。

哎，真的宁可叫家人买一架更好，可惜的是，价钱很贵。

希望家人肯买吧，我会努力做出成绩给你看得，因为我也很爱拍照。


放学后就去密我的女人啦。xD

几开心一下:)

那James Bond啊，和我的另一个朋友，她果然知道我在等你哦，女人。><

有点害羞得说。

火车到时，我的朋友就拉James Bond上火车，可是那James Bond。==

他特地不要上车，要看我的"朋友"哇。

我的朋友就一直很崩溃酱，一直弄James Bond，因为她肚子饿了，要回家。

你看你James Bond，害到人家酱。

下车时还要很搞笑的说，Hi XXXXXX。

过后就和宝贝和她的朋友走去Touch N Go那。

*skip*

到Midvalley后，我抱宝贝一下时，竟然看到表姐。

过后我立刻放手，对不起啊宝贝。/.\

我就和表姐打招呼，她问我来拍拖叻~~~~?

我就摇头，说没有啦~~~~

她一定是知道某些东西。@.@

可是说真的她还好，不像爹地那里的姑妈那些，很auntie。

算啦，我和宝贝出街，什么都不想了。

只想看着你蛤。:$


还有好多好多东西，不写了，懒><

我只想说，没事我不会搭KTM了，因为，真的很吊。

讨厌到爆，LRT还快过它，好过它多多倍，妈的。



我爱你蛤:$