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Monday, December 28, 2009

=(

Just heard a news frm my kai sis..

I wondering isn't gd or bad for my bro...

N should I tel Kee?

I dun even knw.

Jie called me nt 2 tel her.

I scare whn she heard it...

She wil bcum more sad n no mood.

Even me =(


Whn I heard tat.

I gt a feeling 2 tel sum1 tat...

I love...... ><

Haiz. =(

Bt if Susu knw.

Hw?! :(

Help me nia~~~~ ><


































`MrLouZai`

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Recently :)

Cnt imagine.

Ytd i went 2 Supper.

Wow.

1st time went 2 Supper man.

It was...

FUN!

Bt the bad news is...

Thr's nt much ppl thr. =(

Sad~~

So, Ah Zai they all bring us 2 "bukit".

I duno wt the place is.

Bt it's cool thr. N I slept awhile.

I <3 it~~

N thn reached MM's hse abt 8am.

FUN~~~


Nowadays.

I dislik 2 ply the comp.

Cz damn boring.

Bt if cn I would lik 2 ply oso.

Since so long I din update my blog. =(

Aiks.


Nothing 2 say~~~

No comment :(













`MrLouZai`

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Recently.

Thanks my dear cousin~ Calvin Ng... =D

Happy... Finally hse gt comp~Wow!


Sry lah.. xxxX...

I blame u din reply me...

I din saw u reply me in website...

Sry arh ><

Bt I miss ur voice... It's so sweet :)

I wil w8 I guess...


WTF?

God plying me huh?

Y sudd my dream gt XX de?

Tat's nt mine lah~~

OMG. The feeling cums bac again~

Shit.

I hav 2 control it. If nt, I wil lose my best fren.

NONONO! Stop loving.

XX is nt mine!!!!!

STOP~ !!!













LouZai.

Friday, December 4, 2009

I'm freaking emo.

whr's last time?

i wan bac last time!

the moments tat we chat.

the moments tat u sms me.

the moments tat u sing 2 me.

i've tried lots of ideas 2 try 2 make u 2 more happy.

bt... whn i sms u...

u dun even reply me.

i wish 2 tel u, if anythng tat u cnt solve, u cn sms me any time.

if i'm nt asleep, i wil reply u!

bt.. whn i saw ur blog.

oni i knw tat i'm jz a loser.

in ur heart, i'm jz a rubbish.

n i'm sms-ing v a blind person.

haiz, i wil support u wtever u do.

i wnt blame u. jz hope u cn find a gd 1.



status:emo


LouZai

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Beh Tahan. : x

*A Leng Lui gave me tis* Thanks* ^^


Damn a lot of thngs happened.

Jz said 2day lah.

Ady gt ppl go n disturb my fren.

So damn childish man.

Even wat the boy n the girl said oso the same.

Dun act lik ntg lah.

Even blind 1 oso noe lah.

==

Zzz~ Enuf.

Waste my time n $$ 2 scold tis kind of Doggy.

Is nt worth. :D


I reali dun undertstand.

Wt did u told her?

Wt did u said?

Why? Y she became lik tis?

I noe I'm wrong.

Bt u oso no nid 2 XXXX leh?

Always lik tat. Make me damn pressure.

It feels hurt u noe?

U dunw reply my msg.

I ady din say anythng.

N I stopped.

I wait until u reply.

Always w8 until u reply.

Bt... U stil din reply...

Nw... I've ady damn no mood...

I cnt even smile properly..

Cn... Cn u jz tel me wt happened?

Pls... I nid 2 knw... Wt reali happened...

Ok?

T T

Monday, November 23, 2009

I Miss You.


Haiz, y u so bz de?

I wan 2 find u oso cnt.

Everyday oso u went out wif ur frens.

U bz until 1 msg oso cnt reply isnt?

I duno wt did she told u lah.

Probably I dunw care anymore?!

I reali dun udstd.

WTF.

Mad~

Friday, November 20, 2009

寂寞,好了

Oh my god.

Holiday started nia. Bored.

Everyday doin the same thng oni.

Slp, ply, shopping, eat, drink, pee, etc.

Sien lik hell ><


Look at my s2p face oso knew tat.

No chance ad lah.

Wt 4 put so much of hope on her?

Lamer. Wasting time n money.

Reali stupid nia.

Alone more good lah!

No nid 2 headache tis or tat.

Cn do wtever I wan without ppl caring or wtever.

Except mum n dad lar.

So, I duno lar.

Jz hope everything wil b fine.

Tat's all. ><

Thursday, November 19, 2009

18&19~

Yesterday n 2day went 2 mv wif Su.

After tat, rush 2 GSC.

Omg, saw so many ppl were queue 2 buy ticket.

So, Su n I oso queue for the ticket.

And thn, we saw 1 TB wif her gf.

Damn hate her man!

So damn lc. Nt so handsome oso.

Keep looking at us. Feel lik wanna smack her.

Her gf oso the same.

Thought she's beautiful 1. Pui!~

Queue until half way, they sudd said.

2012 1pm,2pm n 3.45pm left 2 rows infront of the screen.

So, we decide 2 buy 2mr's ticket.


And thn, the Su arh.

Keep finding Harry Pother's VCD n CD.

She's gonna mad 4 it.

The book was so damn thick.

She stil wan 2 c.

So proud of it. Cn read the book again n again.

Wnt bored 1 orh? LOL.

Soon, we went 2 The Garden.

After tat, I said I wanna go toilet.

So, she said, Eh, let's go 2 baby room 2 ply.

Thn I'm lik. Ok loh. :D

We took a few pics. Haha!

Sudd, gt 2 cleaner open the door.

Becz, Su din lock properly.

The babi asked us, Ada baby kah?

Rojak meh. Ada baby kah?

Balik kampung lah. Tak tahu cakap pun.


2day, we went 2 carefour bought 2 bottles of water n some junk food.

Thn, we rush 2 the cinema.

I hide those things in the jacket.

Phew, luckily they din saw tat. ^^

Guys, rmb dun drink so much water n pee be4 u go into the cinema.

The show is abt 2 hrs n 30 mins.


Aiks, so damn tired tis 2 days.

Nw headache. ><

Cz I accompany and chat wif her until she felt tired and sleepy.

No choice lah, slp late at night, woke up early in d morning.

Kesian =(

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Surrender.

Yes!

I've success.

Finally forget her.

Yay~ =)

Cuming tis holiday.

I reali hope tat I cn go Klang.

And of cz.

The 1 tat I put lots of tears on it.

I've reali tired, bt after tis.

It's time 2 let go.

Thank God.


Hope u cn find a better 1.

N gud luck in ur SPM.

I've dunw 2 s u ald.

Cz I guess, I'm a annoy girl.

Yeah, mayb dislik=dislik.

Cnt chng 2 truth.

Good lah. =)


WZL~ Kakakaka =D Wahahaha~

Friday, November 13, 2009

Use Ur Brain. Asshole.

Yes, thanked God.

I'm freedom nw.

No nid 2 look at THEIR eyes.

Becz, it makes me angry.

Nvm, since u all treat me lik a animal.

Bullying me all the time.

Good job.

I've no nid 2 look at u all n giving me a FUCKING face.

Did u reali noe, XXXX person did not wrong okay?!

U guys jz dun udstd.

U all jz noe hw 2 study.

Good lah! Study 4 ur exam.

I've regret tat wt I did.

N nw, I choose another way.

Is becz I've already tired!

U guys r so COLD BLOODED.

Mayb u should stay wif the snake.

Noob!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Whatever You Like.

Why both of them also like that one?

1 know how to scold; another one knows how to hurt people only.

WTF?! I didnt do anything man.

I just did it, but I've changed. ><

I dun understand, why both of you also same attitude one?

Becz of born in September?

F.u...


I argue wif my bro ytd.

Becz of the cube n the light.

We were fighting each other.

He punched my hand.

Nw, black n blue ady.

N I cried last nite.

He, made me dissapointed.

I knw is my fault, I shoulnt punch ur hand 1st.

Sry ok?!

Bt, I wnt talk 2 u 1st!

Cz I'm the 1 who always said it 2 u 1st.

I'm nt warm blooded nw ok?

U wanna talk, cum n talk 2 me.

I born in this world is nt giving u 2 bully, dude.

Frm nw on, wtever u did.

I WONT CARE.

N I nid 2 save my tears.

The shirt's selve oso wet ady.

Betta wash it nw. ^^

Monday, November 9, 2009

What Am I Writing?

Hey,

Pei C~

Rmb take k of urself orh~

一路顺风~


I don't know what to do.

I'm trying to do my best.

But I have decided to forget it.

I don't want so many things in my mind.

It's so annoying and headache.

Even though I'm stupid.

I understand that.

Stupid on choose the wrong one.

I know,

I'm just a little to not over you.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

PRS + Librarians's Gathering


It was so tired ytd.
Bt gm tired than me.
Cz she did a lot of thngs.
Bt I jz standin thr n chattin wif them.
Hlp a bit oni.
Sum more Jun Hoh they all keep annoy gm.
Make gm hav 2 b more serious.
So, she dance. Haha!
Make me wanna laugh~!!!
"Shake Banana, Shake Shake Banana, Peel Banana Peel Peel Banana"~~
Hahahahaha, it was so funny.
Bt kinda angry the librarians.
Nt fair ><
Fine lah, ady over.
=)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Enough.

4/11/09

Wtf?

Did my face looked lik taking drugs?!

Y hav 2 catch me go check urine?!

I'm freaking "no face" on tat day.

Luckily, thr's a few of them standing outside the toilet.

If nt, reali "fish" man.

Dulan! #$%^&*(


5/11/09

Since 2 days u were absent.

I wondering hw many days left.

Keep on gambling in the cls.

Cz reali ntg 2 do in the cls.

Damn boring.

Sudd, Pn. Junainah walked 2 Kar Man's place.

She saw a deck of mahjong card in d desk.

She rampas it, n asked Kar Man.

Isn't Kar Man's 1? Of cz, she said no.

Becz Junainah said tis deck hav 2 gv it 2 Saiful.

I'm thinking : so many teachers were so gud. EXCEPT her.

She's so damn bad man! I started 2 hate her.

She's nt a gd form teacher.

After tat, there's lot of thngs happened.

I cnt even imagine she'll became lik tis.

Fine~ I cnt hlp. ><

After tat, I saw my fren's eyes fulled of tears.

I guess sumthng happened.

A few minutes lata, she cried.

I ady noe, tis kind of situation.

I oso cried be4.

Make ppl feel lik wanna fight wif them.

Cz they dun even hw 2 respect n appreciate.

Jz knw hw 2 say," Erm, there, that one ah, love who who who orh..." Soon, their fren's eyes keep looking at the main character.


Wt wil u guys do?

Jz keep laughing at her!

So? Did love sum1 gt fault?

Gt feeling gt fault?

Look at her gt fault or not????!!!!!!!

Who cn control tis kind of situation huh?!

Dun even noe respect n appreciate.

Noe hw 2 look.

Laugh.

BLAME!

I din said tat she's correct all the way.

Bt who cn control?

WHO????!!!!

Fine, human likes 2 use tat kind of "眼神" 2 look at ppl.

I ady 习惯, no choice.

The oni choice is to let go.

Letting go, is the best choice.

I've,

Tired.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Less Than 17 days.

Sucker.

U reali suck man.

I dun udstd.

Y u keep kacau my frens huh?

Ntg 2 do?

I gt advice her 2 try 2 her.

C she wil think 2 go bac her own old life.

Bt she went away frm her, n join another group.

Becz of chat abt her thngs, u cried.

It's nt worth.

If she decided 2 listen them, no choice.

Nobody cn stop them even u r her best fren.

She ad grow up, no nid 2 folo u ady.

Dun b sad, n dun cry becz of her.

She make u lik tis, u cn do bac ur own self without her.

Kay, finished writing urs.

Nw is my turn!

Oh my god!~~

Damn emo man.

All subjects oso start wif 4.

I'm worrying my bm ><

Shit~~

My math!!! Urgh~

I hate circles.

N sum I duno hw 2 do.

Stupid.

Dun so LC 1st.

I wont lose again.

I ady said. I Wont Lose. >"<

Saturday, October 31, 2009

U Betta Watch Out!

I tot u were better than them.

Bt u aren't.

U make me so dissapointed.

I started 2 hate u after the competition.

I wnt lose once more time.

I wan 2 b the winner.

I wnt b the loser.

U sucker!

I hate u! I hate u! I hate u!

I hate ppl tat tel lie.

U r the 1 who told me the lie.

Fine, I ady told myself.

I'm always the loser bt if I study hard.

I sure win! I wan 2 b the winner!

U dun b so hapi or proud of it 1st!

I tel u, if I lose again, I wil cut off my head n u sit on it!

Understand?!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Emo! T T

My enemy was absent ytd.

Bt he gt cum 2day. F%^& him lah.

Bt, she is absent 2day. >"<

I reali dun understand wat they thinkin.

They jz care abt themselves n without standin our base thr n think.

Damn hate them man.

Their mouth always lik tis.

Always wanted 2 make ppl dulan them.

Everyone oso wan 2 hate.

Always talk bad thngs behind ppl.

Stupid!


Urgh~ Teacher keep on sayin abt Bible.

Make me sam lor lor lun. @_@

Mayb I'll ask my aunt abt Bible. ><

Probably wil believe. =)


Wuhoo~ Finally exam over... =]

Aiks, bad news. Left 20 days. Gg~ ><

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Feeling : Mad. =D

YAYHOO!!!!!

2day tat XXX XXXXX XXX absent orh!!!

So DAMN HAPPY man~~~

Applause~


Ytd was so fun!

I go eat Jojo's ban mee wif my clsmates.

Mm n I ate spicy soup 1.

It was so delicious.

I <3 spicy. Hot till my head gt smoke come out.

LOVE Spicy~

It's nice =)

After tat, it started 2 rain outside.

So, left Susu, me, MM, Fei Man n Mei Kwan.

We run all the way 2 old town.

Suddenly, we saw a sumthng lik a car.

Selling ice-cream.

I asked mm wan 2 eat ant? Din ply be4 ler~

So, we eat ice-cream whn rain.

Woohoo~ So cold man =)

Bt 2day, Fei Man sick.

She vomit in the morning. Kesian =(

Sum more MM "os" 2 times.

Y I ntg de?

I always eat spicy thngs wil "os" geh wor.

Bt 2day dun hav ler. =[

Faster cum out lar ><

Yess.

Most excited 2day.

The KFC absent.

I'm freaking happy~

Let's hav party :D

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Pui Mun.





Wei Wen,

Dun b sad.

I knew, old man / woman wil die sum day.

Bt dun so sad lah.

Haiz.

U din cum skul 4 2 days.

Ur Wah Wah damn boring ler.

Sum more Fei Man very cham.

Gv us bully until she cnt tahan. :D

Dun think so much lah, dude.

B hapi lik last time.

Shoud in the cls.

^^

Sunday, October 25, 2009

[HLR] Over~

I guess you r busy studyin rite?

I guess I gt no chance.

N I guess I wnt bother it anymore.

So...

Duno next yr wat wil u do?

Wat's ur job?

Continue studying?

Aiks.

After tis, I guess no chances 2 stay at skul lik last time.

No more.

Jz cn SMS.

Even I cnt c at facebk.

Sad =(

Haiz.

SPM cumin.

><

Damn nervous + cnt tahan =x

Jz a moment, every1 is goin 2 gratuate.

Even me ]:

Life~ it's so meanless.

TIME, wont w8 us.

Once passed = Forever passed.

1 day, I'll tel the truth.

=x

Thursday, October 22, 2009

[HLR] Regret.

Oh god, nw left less than 28 days.

I wonderin wt cn i do.

SPM is near, hw??!!

After gratuate cnt c her ad.

Gg. ><

Haiz~

No mood. T T

Help~

Monday, October 19, 2009

[HLR] BMB

Enuf.

I noe, u guys hate me.

Our gang oso hate u too.

U r so annoying.

U cn talk my bad thngs anywhr.

Or I'm perasan of it.

U lik lah. Stupid.

Be GENTLEMAN a bit lah.

U thought u were stil in kindergarden nw?

U thought u were 3 yrs old nw?

U thought u were handsome?

PUI! I wanna vomit.

Tis kind of childish mind, I wnt care.

I wil 4get it. N pls, get lost.

I dunw 2 stand it anymore.

ENOUGH.

Wt oso hate, wt oso wanna talk tis or tat behind of us.

Gt think be4 u talk?

Gt ant?

Fine lah, u look lik a pig, u dun even noe hw 2 communicate v human.

Jz noe hw 2 eat n slp in the clsroom rite?

PRO lah. =)

Wah, hope at assembly wil gv a speech lik tis,

"XXX XXXXX XXX,

U've gt a certificate 4 slpin in the clsroom, CONGRATULATIONS. "

[Clap For Him]

=p

Sunday, October 18, 2009

[HLR] Happy. =)

2day went 2 my cousin's wedding dinner.

Abt 6pm we reached thr.

Cz hav 2 rdy the seats n tables.

After tat, my cousin's wife came.

Her dress is so damn long man.

Nobody is hlpin her 2 lik hang it.

So, my dad scold me n called me 2 hlp "biu sou" 2 hang her dress.

Becz she wanted 2 go toilet.

I decided 2 w8 outside.

I scare those "auties" say omg, is tis girls toilet?

2day happened again, gt 1 aunty, tat I duno who's she.

I wait outside, n she ask me, tis 1 girl's toilet or boy's 1?

Aiks. Ady normal =x

Always kena tis. Keep on askin.

I din answered her. Cz she's askin LAME question.

If I'm a boy, I wnt go in ok?! Zz.

I waited my cousin's wife 4 so long.

I din say anythng n I din do anythng.

Cz she's my "biu sou"~ sum more I hav 2 respect her =)


I felt lik wanna pengsan.

Cz my cousin all wearin dress n I'm the 1 who wearin jeans oni.

Even my short hair cousin oso wearin dress~ 1st time nia.

OMG~ ><

We toke lots of pic nia.

I think my cousin wil post it in facebook includin me =)

Hmm. Tired. ><

Cz I drank 1 cup of Carlsberg.

Kinda headache nw ><

Nite. Gtg slp. =x

Thursday, October 15, 2009

[HLR] Despair.

Tis kind of thngs.

I cnt control it actually.

If I choose 2 control,

I'll mad sum day.

Nobody is prefect in tis world.

I reali hope tat I'm the 1 who DONT KNOW anythng.

Becz of tat day, EVERYTHING changed.

Becz of ur ichie hand, I wnt suffer tis kind of pain.

I hope the 1 which I'm sayin is nt u.

If is u, thn FORGET abt it.

I reali hope I cn go other places.

My dream place - Singapore.

No nid 2 worry gt ppl steal phn.

No nid 2 worry ppl "climb" inside the hse.

So PEACE.

The bad thng abt tat place, is KIA SI n KIA SU oni.

I <3 Singapore.

Clean&Hygenic.

Nt lik MALAYSIA. All babi hutan.

I HATE them. I reali HATE them.

I feel lik wanna cut down pig's head n put it infront their hse.

Bt sum r kind. Cz they noe hw 2 think.

Nt lik sum of them.

Noe hw 2 tackle oni.

F$%^ Off lah.

!@#$%^&*()!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

[HLR] Bravo!

Urgh~

Final exam jz started 2day.

I regret 2 take chinese d.

Cz I'm reali nt interested in tis sub.

Probably my cousins r rite.

They said, stupid lah u. Take other sub lah.

Wat 4 takin chinese?

Halo~ PMR meh?


I reali dun even noe hw 2 do 1 ques.

In paper 2. Paper 1 stil ok.

Becz of I'm wastin time 2 think, so I gt nt enuf time 2 write.

Fail geh lah~ =x


Yer~

I wan eat sushi ler.

RM2 oni. Cheap dou bao ==

Bt no time lah~ haiz.

Cz final exam oso started ad.

Nvm lah, next yr stil gt chance =]


Yesss~

My cousin jz married wif her girlfren.

=]

Wil upload pics on facebook after tis sat.

Cz goin 2 their dinner tis sat. Wear dou leng leng 1st.

Xp


Thanks KFC!

U din cum 4 skul 2 days, the cls was so fun!

Without ur face, sounds gud. x]

Love It! Bt too bad.

U r cumin 2mr 4 the exam.

Better dun cum. =p

Thursday, October 8, 2009

[HLR] Naughty =p

I din go 2 skul 2day.

Cz folo they all go "MVP" xp

The cls oni gt 14 out of 28 person came.

GOOD! xp

Omg.

Damn headache nw.

Cz ate too many "bird nest" ad.

Shit~ I reali feel lik wanna vomit.

Eeeekkkk~

Help me ><

Sumbody cal 911.

Tis few days damn lazy 2 write blog.

Cz mum keep scoldin.

Y dun study har?

Always ply the comp~

Dun make me... Bla bla bla~ ==

Mum,

I'll study.

Bt nt nw. I'm nt feeling well @_@

Sry. >.<

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

[HLR] Beh Tahan. =x

4 days ler.

I felt damn san fu.

Without her is lik hold life been demolish.

Fine, I noe I think so much is nt gud 4 me.

N the % wil down.

Down till nobody knows.


Whn I saw tat group of BABI.

I damn NO MOOD.

Feel lik wanna kill them.

They wnt kerjasama v us 1.

Jz noe hw 2 ply dota n go cc.

PRO lah. U study in xkx very pro meh?

Dun act lah. Hair SO short dun TTLY lah.

Noob.

I hate u guys use tat kind of "yan shen" look at us.

I damn hate it!

I wanna kill u + slap u.

If thr's no God guarding.

I tel u, u won me, I'll rmb.

N I'll revenge. Bt nt by killin u.

By usin result, I hav confidence 2 win u.

PORK! BABI! PIGLET!

xp

Monday, October 5, 2009

[HLR] Hate Me?

I saw her was hapi 2day.

Nt bad. =]

Be hapi always. xD

Last saturday.

"THOSE" ppl who dislik wt I said.

PLEASE. Fuck off.

Throw rubbish at me.

PRO. I dunw 2 argue wif u oni I tel u.

I noe u guys nt ACCIDENTLY.

FINE. I noe sg wang thr is a public place.

N I dunw 2 argue u guys. BABI.



Enough.

U guys reali brainless.

Noe hw 2 SLEEP in the class oni.

Wt 4 scold my fren so shoud?

Who u think u r?!

Jz becz of bising wt 4 u wanna bit the table so hard?

SLEEP, u noe hw 2 slp oni lah.

If u wanna slp thn dun cum 2 skul.

Sleep in the hse better.

Noob ass~

Simply scold ppl.

Since standard 6 I oso noe ur attitude ad.

Nw, luckily I din talk v u.

If nt, NO FACE. ==

Sunday, October 4, 2009

[HLR] Fucking Tired.


Man Hand.

All pic's had updated in facebook.

If u wanna c more, cum 2 my profile. =]

While I'm walkin 2 Time Square.

I saw her.

At tat moment, I felt tat I dun even care her.

She standin thr alone! I din even go talk v her!

Stupid! So brainless T T

I regret. I reali regret tat I din talk 2 her.

Since the God wants me lik tis.

I had no choice.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

[HLR] Nervous. @_@

I rode my bicycle 2day.

N I ride as fast as possible.

I'm tryin 2 reach Faber Tower.

Bt it's impossible.

After SPM,

I think I wnt hav any chances 2 c her.

Except her, stil gt lots of form 5 students r kinda nice.

Bt... They r goin 2 grautuate..

I'm scare. I'm afraid.

I scare till 1 day, I'll cry.

I knew it. I knew it.

Wt cn I do is...

Jz put it down...

Tat day wil cum sum day.

Nobody cn chng the truth.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

[HLR] I Wont Forget 2day. 29 of Sep.

I think tis is the 1st time I cried in d skul.


Cz sumthng happened in the early morning jz nw.


While I'm slping,


Sudd I heard lik water dropped on the floor.


Thn I woke up n c.


After tat, u noe.


Wake up tat time stil blur 1 rite?


So, my mum lik run 2 the toilet n c.


Cz she heard vomit sound.


Sudd, my bro's vomit all the food.


She stepped on it n felt down.

At tat moment, I quickly wake up n run 2 my mum thr.


Cz is outside my room oni.


I keep callin her.


N she told me tat whn she felt down,


She lik wan 2 pengsan.


Becz of I keep callin her.


She oni lik realise lah.


Bt whn I "fu" her tat time.


My mind sudd cum out abt grandpa.


Although I din c be4 hw my grandpa felt down n passed away.


I cn feel.


I keep on use my hand 2 wipe the tears.


I tahan. I keep on tahan.


Whn mm saw me in the bus,


She din asked me anythng.


Becz ytd I was very EMO.

I'm very angry + no mood at all.


2day, I more no mood + very angry.


Of cz, at skul I always act hapi.

Outside hapi bt inside nt hapi.

Wt 4?


While reached bus stop,


Susu asked me wt happened.


Tat time, I reali cried.


I dunw my family 2 hav ANY accident.

Mum,

I'm sorry. I din wake up n save u.

So sorry.


U guys gt brain ant?

My bro plyin cube oso gt "dak zui" u arh?!

U wan 2 slp go bac ur home n slp lar.

Wt 4 u wanna scold?!

Brainless lah u.

Everybody oso wan 2 hate.

If u dare, y dun u talk infront of me?

Talked behind of me taught I pekak ke?!

Dare 2 say dun dare 2 do.

U think who u r?

Boss arh? Manager?

U noe hw 2 go cc n ply dota oni ma!

Noe hw 2 slp in the cls tim.

PRO man.

Dai seii lah! Gv ppl scold.

Who date wif u arh tat means the girl is bad luck man!

U study in tat cls wt 4 chng 2 tis cls?

Y chiu my fren?

Did she did anythng on u?

Did she?!

Think be4 u say lah.

Fat ass. Jaga ur mouth. Noob.

Monday, September 28, 2009

[HLR] Sumbody cal 911.

God,

Could u pls hlp me?

I was stucked.

Wt should I do?

Wt am I thinkin reali nid 2 do it nw?

Shit man.

Hapi birthday 2 my dear mummy n Jullya.

Probably the 1 who thinkin too much is me.

Bt wt cn I do?

I reali duno hw.

B hapi? Or act hapi?

B sad? Or act sad?

Fine.

I guess after tis.

I'll go sumwhr.

2 cold down my emotion.

I reali cnt tahan tat feeling ad.

I FEEL LIKE WANNA DIE.

My GOD!

=x

Saturday, September 26, 2009

[HLR]

I dun understand.

I cn do EVERTHING tat u called me 2 do.

Am I ur pet?

Always cal me do tis n tat.

Cnt do it urself isnt?

Every time act lik u r the biggest thr.

Keep on bully me all the time.

I ad cnt tahan.

I'm nt ur dog. I'm a human!


Haiz.

So faz tis yr goin 2 end ......

[sry larh guys. FFK u all. cz my dad nt free =x]

Friday, September 25, 2009

[HLR] Relax. =x

I felt very tired.

I duno hw 2 "invite" the feeling cum bac.

Last time d moment.

I stil rmb.

Bt whr's the feeling?

Whr did u go?

Pls cum bac. T T


Hapi birthday 2 Yee Thong n Aki.

B hapi always.....


I'm kinda no mood nw.

Cn sum1 buy me a carton of Carlsberg or Heneiken?

Haiz.

I'm always lik tis.

Attitude is jz same lik kee.

I duno wt 2 do nw.

I reali duno wt 2 do.

I'm kinda no mood.

Pls, leave me alone. T T

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

[HLR] Oh No.

Firstly, wish my dearest gm hapi birthday.

I noe u hlped me a lot of thngs.

Thanks a lot n b hapi always. :]


Oh god.

My hands r ichie.

Go touch my ear.

Nw bcum freaking RED man.

Oh my god.

I reali hope my ear ntg man.

God bless me. >.<


2day went 2 eat "一品窝"

So nice man.

My dad, mum n me went 2 eat.

We ordered 4 person 1.

It's kinda nice BUT a lot of "ajinomoto".

3 person eat oso nid RM55++.

LOL. x]


My hse gt rat nia.

I hope it wnt cum inside my room?!

I'm kinda scare nw.

Go away rattyyy!

Eekkk! Shoo!~

T T

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

[HLR] Flash Back.

2day went 2 sg wang again -.-

Bt I felt quite hapi 2day.


Cz I gt 8 VIP tickets 4 3rd of October.

JJ Lin, By 2, Jade Liu, Eric Lim n etc...

Wil cum on tat day at sg wang.

Yeah~

Bt duno who wants? LOL.

Nvm. I cn gv 2 my frens. Cz it's free ;D

I saw my primary fren 2day.

Bt I nt sure isnt her.

Cz ad 4 yrs din c.

4 yrs.

A lot of thngs had changed.

My hair style oso changed.

The oni 1 who changes a lot is me.

Primary skul tat time I was very childish.

Bcz of little bit thngs thn dunw 2 do fren.

Haha. =]

Duno y. Time goes fast.

Jz a moment. I ad form4.

Next yr goin 2 SPM.

Reali gg nia.

I wonder whn I grow up wt 2 do?

Z. Dun think so far 1st.

xD

Sunday, September 20, 2009

[HLR] Enjoy ;D

Urgh~ So tired 2day.

Slp at 6am in the morning.

Cz I was chatting wif a TB.

She told me a lot of thngs.

Make me.

Duno hw 2 say. =D



Well.

Went 2 Leisure Mall v my family 2day.

N we watched Tsunami.

Actually we wan 2 watch where got ghost 1.

Bt my cousin say nt nice.

Thn he said wanna watch G Force one.

Bt 4pm oni cn.

So I suggested 2 watch Tsunami since Pei C said is nice.

The kid was so cute.

Kena cubit the teeth n scream+cry.

Haha. Jz lik whn I'm young tat time.

Tis movie is lik touching n funny.

It's worth 2 watch it. =]

Yay~ Tuesday goin 2 eat 100 (degree)

Yesssssssssssssshhhhhhhh~

Bt duno tat Pei C cn cum bac on time ant lah.

She went 2 Penang. -.-

Evry1 nid 2 w8 her 2 cum bac oni cn make decision.

5 5 cum bac larh ==

The folowing Thursday.

Susu n I goin 2 watch G Force.

Yay~ Bt I wan 2 watch Gamer lerh.

Hmm.

Urgh~ Addicted ply comp ad.

If continue lik tis, the final result sure "no eyes c".

Haiz. Better stop it be4 I regret.

Lol.

N I ad promise myself.

I won't lose infront of u guys.

Noob. Dun think u r a boy n I wil afraid of u.

Better fuck off.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

[HLR] Forget It.


Went 2 Sg Wang 2day.

Damn mm song.

Cz Mm ffk me.

Thn Mei Kwan went 2 tatoo.

So, since hav 2 wait 4 so long.

I went 2 LG. N thn sit escalator up 2 2nd floor again.

Jz keep pressing de phn while walking.

Damn shocked man.

Actually, I'm finding place 2 do ear piercing.

Walk till 1st floor.

I saw 1 stall wrote ear piercing.

So I sit down thr n choose those ear ring.

I'm searching the circle shape 1.

Search until kinda long. I saw the girl cum here.

I asked her gt circle shape 1? Cuz I din wear spects.

Haha! Actually I stil cn c thngs 1 lah.

I lazy 2 find oni.

So I sin her! Wakaka. So bad xD

After tat, she marked the target, n PIANG!

Lol. After tat, nt pain de.

Thn nw, pain lah. =D

Cnt eat seafood n egg arh.

Deng. Both oso I love 2 eat geh food.

Ghr~!

Nw 4.45am nia.

I'm stil dunw 2 slp.

Bt nvm. I guess I cn wake up at least 12pm 2day.

Bt I hate those ppl lah.

Plying the drum all the time whn I'm slping.

Every sunday oso lik tat.

I hate it! T T

So damn annoying. >.<

Opps.

I felt tired. Gud nite ;p


*2 holes oni. Nt including the straw -.-*

p/s: I wan the hole 2 put my ear rings. N pls. Nt becz more thn 1 hole tat means I'm a bad student. Even science cls oso gt ppl smoke. Y dun u say them? Lol. I'm nt saying I gt smoke. I didnt. Z. So many ppl go ear piercing, so they r bad student lah? LAME.

[Sad Moment]

Hmm.

I ad tried be4 tat hard feeling.

I saw my family members cried.

Especially, my grandma.

She's the most sad 1.

Cz her husband[my grandpa] died.

He's cool. He doesn't lik 2 talk much. He likes 2 smoke whn I saw him.

I've tried be4 2 cal my mum 2 advice her dad dun smoke.

Bt, u noe. Old ppl don't lik 2 hear so many nonsense frm us.

Cz they hav their own thoughts.

After tat, I stil rmb I'm sitting 4 PMR tat time.

On the 1st day is bm.

I wnt 4get abt tat day.

Becz while I'm sitting exam, I'm thinking of sum1.

I look at the tree outside the window.

Tis thngs happened sudd.

Whn I reached home, I'm afraid he reali pass away.

So whn I reached hospital, I saw every1 was crying.

Tat time he's at the ICU room.

He accidently felt down n knocked the floor.

So my uncle fetch him 2 the hospital.

Tat feeling. A lot of ppl tried be4.

Tat hard feeling is very pain.

Bt I believe tat u wil b fine after tis.

So, dun think so much.

Every1 wil die sumday.

Mayb I'll die in 1 sec? 1 min? or an hour? even 1 yr?

Nobody knows rite?

Live in tis world is 2 enjoy. So dun think so much lah.

I'm sure u r a tough person.

U'll b fine after tis. =]

I noe I cnt console u.

Bt at least I did my best.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

[HLR] 17.09.09 11.59pm

Hapi Birthday.

>.<

Feel so sry tat I cnt gv it by myself.

I ad 4gt abt... ady.

So... Stil gt 1 minute be4 ur birthday end.

I wish u b hapi always.

Dun becz of some problems make u becum emo.


In the class I was so scare.

I scare tat she wnt take the present.

I HATE tat feeling. [nt oni 2 her]

I reali dun lik it.

Cz it hurts. My heart ady broken.

Even find a plaster 2 join it or stick it bac.

It's impossible. Jz lik whn I was young.

I rode bicycle 2 here n thr.

Always felt down. So nw my leg becum nt nice.

Tat's y.

Pn Low was angry.

Cz nobody wanna go Perdagangan thng.

So sry.

It's nt my problem.

It's the time thr. I noe u cn fetch me bac teacher.

Bt it's tired.

So I decided nt goin.

Aiks.

11.59pm...

Emo T T

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

[HLR] I Want To Sleep. ]:

In the morning, I asked my mum 2 gv me RM20..

Cz I reali no $$.

Bt she scolded me n said u save ur $$ 4 wt 1?

No $$ thn dun buy lah.

I jz dun k wt she saying.

Thn I said I'll pay myself thn!

Sudd she told me, ok, u dun go.

Cancel it. Tel Susu u cnt go.

I'm thinkin, WTF?! Nw oni u told me tat I cnt go?!

I shoud I wan 2 go!

She said, u better dun go!

I said, I wan 2 go. I dun k!

She said, u wan go isnt? "lek"!

After tat I went down n w8 4 the bus.

At tat moment, I wanted 2 cry.

Bt at last I didnt.

N I tel myself, she cn nt allow me 2 go NEXT TIME.

Bt tis time, she MUST allow me 2 go.


So I discuss wif Susu, Mm n Kee.

They al said, u go 1st. Go bac home c hw lar.

So whn I reached mv.

I reali duno wt 2 buy.

Since I owned so many ppl present.

So I bought it all at 1 time.

The Susu, wan me 2 walk up n down.

Frm The Garden walk bac 2 Mv.

I'm nt Robot ler.

Such a torture. ==


Oh My God.

Wt a pork country.

Fri wan go bac their own kampung thn no nid go 2 skul?

Wah. Nt bad nia.

Wt a pork. [Ishh, ltr kena catch by police -.-]


I'm reali tired.

I wanna use my hand 2 knock my head.

I duno wat should I do it 1st nw.

Oral? Bm hw? Or D.I.Y tat thng 1st?

Which 1 is the most important?!

OH MY GOD!!!!!

Reali Gg man.

Shit.

PLEASE! Do not disturb -.-

My eyes so fucking ICHIE nw!!!! Argh!!!~!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

[HLR] Had A Kinda Great Day! =D

So kinda fake 2day.

The prefects over thr check finger nails.

Actually mine n Mm's one is nt long.

Bt our hair kinda shock.

Sum more Adeline is standing thr.

A bit scare.

So we decided 2 go another way.

Bt most of the students oso usin same way.

Traffic jam -.-lll

Pjk teacher absent 2day.

So we chattin in 4k5.

Kinda hot thr. Cz the space is small ]:

Bt I enjoy study thr.

Becz I wil think bac whn I was form 2.

It's kinda hapi.

I love tat cls. They make me hapi everyday.

I stil rmb whn Encik Nan's period we bought nasi lemak n eat in the cls.

Wakaka. So enjoy.

Until last period, we played tissue war!

We used tissue n put sum water on it n throw Kar Man.

Luckily she din cry bt she LOVE 2 act.

Always say she's leng lui. Z.

Even Cik Kartika cnt tahan us.

Bt she's a gud teacher.



Shit.

I'm gonna... Gg. -.-

Hw?

Ntg in my mind. Oh my god.

Hlp ]:

Urgh, I hate oral. ==

I haven prepare yet.

Last day is 18th of Sep.

Sure gg -_-lll

Monday, September 14, 2009

[HLR] Nothing Special.


Lol.

My dad bought MJ's CD.

Cz he bought 3CDs' at 1 time.

Nt bad ^^



I'm stil thinking the same question.

I wondering I cn find sum1 2 solve it?

I won't find Susu.

Her answer always oso lik tat 1.

Make me wanna argue wif her.

So she sure cnt ad.

Haiz.

After tis duno wt wil happened.

Nobody knows.

T T

Saturday, September 12, 2009

[HLR] Need Enough Time To Rest.

Happy Birthday 2 u.

Happy Birthday 2 u.

Happy Birthday 2 u...

Happy Birthday Wong Kar Man.

Wish ur dreams cum true ya n fat lik a pig[joking].

Sry tat cnt go ur party 2day.

So sry.

Tis afternoon ply dou hapi dit ya.




I'm tired nia.

Ytd nt feeling well.

Looked lik wanna vomit.

After eatin my dinner, I drank Vitagen.

Cz reali lik wanna vomit.

So, abt 10 sumthng.

I vomit.

So damn ill man.

All oso vegetables.

Ill.

Tis morning din go for tuition.

I scare wil vomit again.

Bt nw even my breakfast I oso haven eat.

Haiz.

Food poisoning.

So damn tired n "san fu".

Nw oni I noe.

Skul's things dun eat so much.

Especially Nasi Lemak wif Sotong.

><

Make me cnt go tuition 2day.

Skip 1 cls very hard 2 folo ad leh.

Z.

Thanks mum n grandma. [:

Friday, September 11, 2009

[HLR] 凡人.

Human.

Likes 2 guess wt's ppl thinking.

Sumtimes they din realize tat ppl's hard feeling.

Jz noe hw 2 blame him/her.

Did human reali think more deep inside?

Wt's the hard feeling?

Did they?

The answer is.

No.

Becz they wanna win. No face 2 face the truth.

Wt 4?

Probably lik tis "those" human lik it.

Bt I dun reali understand. -.-

1 day dunw 2 curse ppl lik wanna die.

Wt 4 so headache?

Jz dun care tis type of "human".

[:


Lol.

I'm stil thinking wanna go tat perdagangan thng ant.

Cz 7.30am til 4pm leh.

Place at 教育部.

Nt becz of cnt c her lah. Is becz very late.

Nobody fetch me bac.

Sum more tat gang gt 1 person goin.

I dun think I wil go.

Bt I'll gv teacher answer on monday.

Haiz.

Tat Susu.

I duno hw lah.

Always becz of small thngs keep scolding me.

So damn chiong hei 1.

I oso dunw choi her lah. -.-

Always make me angry.

Z.

Wt she said jz act lik din heard it lah.

Everytime let them saw thn say us keep argue-ing in the cls.

Jz a small thngs oni leh.

Always lik tat. -.-

Fine lah.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

[HLR] Emo Again.

Fuck u lah.

U better dun let me c ur pork face in the skul.

Mouth so damn smelly, talk thngs even din think be4 oni say.

Cant stop talkin abt us isnt?

We r TB.

So?

Non of ur business oso.

Wt 4 so bz body?

R u a girl? Or aqua? A gay?

Shut up lah. Stupid ass hole.

Bird brained! Think be4 whn u do.

Ur mouth reali SMELLY man.

Go use soap n wash ur teeth.

I think is better than u use toothpaste.

Noob.

Dun think u won me 1 place n very proud of it.

Fuck u.

U better be caution. I'm nt afraid of u.

U thought ur bm passed cn win me right?

3 words 4 u. N.a.h!

I tel u I wont lose tis time. I swear! I wont fail my bm tis time.

Fat ass!

[finished vent the frustration.]


Oh god.

I din realise teacher cum here.

At tat time I'm pressing my phn.

Pn Junainah accidently came 2 Mm's place.

Thn she saw my phn.

I thought teacher din scold.

Luckily she din take my phn.

God bless nia. >.<

Sry Pn Junainah T T

After tat.

Sudd no mood. Duno y.

After tat they keep askin me wt happened?

Cz tat time Mm said she noe y I love her.

So I becum moodless.

I tel them I'm fine.

Bt Susu keep sayin me.

I dislik. Bt I tahan.

No choice. She's my best fren.

Until perdagangan period.

Teacher asked me wan 2 go the motivasi thng.

Thn I laughed.

I noe Susu n Mm very concern abt me.

Bt I ok. They keep askin n sayin my "bad thng" at the back thr.

I stil cn tahan. Bt whn Susu tel Mm tat.

Look! Ntg ad.

I becum more angry.

I wanna scold her ad.

At last, I stil cold down.

I'm thinking y so scare of everythng?

Do everthng oso nid ppl 2 stay bside me.

Y everythng hav 2 cal ppl 2 stay bside me?

Y am I so childish?

I gt hands n legs. Y hav 2 kacau ppl? Especially Susu.

I'm sorry, everyone. So sorry. It's al my fault. I'm sorry.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

[HLR] Mr.Lonely

C.

I ad said.

Sure lose.

Cz 4k5 oni gt 2 girls n abt 4 boys.

PRO lah.

Becz of singing dunw 2 cum skul.

So STUPID.

Make till 4k3 , 4k4 n 4k5 sing 2gether.

But hav 2 thanks all of them.

Although we din practise.

Bt thanks 2 them "bong chiong".

Cz we ad so noob.

They stil clapping hands for us.

Nt bad ^^

2day did the bm oral.

Teacher said y u both at cls so many thngs 2 say.

Nw cal u 2 say u al ntg 2 say?

[emotion] Susu n me > -.-

Inside the bus.

I saw tat fucking boys sitting our place.

Thn I dun care larh.

Cz Kee N Mm they al oso din cum.

Wt 4 argue wif them?

The mouth is them.

They wan 2 talk thn talk lah.

I oso din make them or scold them be4.

Hate mai hate lah.

Chiu.

Wan scold lerh dun scold at the bac.

So sok chun 4 wt?

Scold infront lah.

Useless.

Dun think u r the most LENG ZAI.

I din even touch be4 1 of ur fur.

FUR. xD

Dun make me dulan.

Cb kia.


Susu straighted her hair.

Looks so cute.

Bt 1 thng very special.

Y her mum dun scold her 1?

Her hair so short. Haha.

So bad 1 me. xDD

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

[HLR] Pissed.

Shut up lah.

Oso wan over jor. T T

In the morning keep saying those "dirty" thngs.

I DAMN scare ok?

I noe u all wont think so much.

Bt I wil!

Keep annoy bside me.

Do u all noe hw hard tat feeling is?

Shit u~


T T

Jz nw went 2 wash my face.

Cz forehead thr gt pimples jor.

And a lot of black heads.

DAMN hate it!

She pressed my face so damn pain man T T

Pain until my eye drop oso felt down. ==

Bt whn she put mask on my face I fall asleep jor.

So damn 舒服nia.

Probably is too tired bah.

The girl told me.

Hey. Ur face nt bad leh.

I say no lah.

She say, y no? Nt enuf gud arh?

U wan hw o.o?

I din answer. -.-


OMG~

2mr is the sing song day~

We sure lose.

Cz we dun even practise be4.

Cool leh?

My classmates dislik it.

Including me. So, sure no semangat n kerjasama 1.

Monday, September 7, 2009

[HLR] Human.

"Wow! Wt's tis?" my cousin sudd asked [he saw a book on the table].

"Hey!" I shoud him.

"Wt's tat?" He answered.

I said," Privacy xDD."

"Wt so privacy o.o, cousin oso cnt c arh?" He answered.

I din answer him n I keep find my thngs by using his computer.


After dinner.

He asked me again.

"Wt's tat?" [Annoy -.-]

I said," Diary."

"Why? Touch oso cnt?" He answered.

"..." [Ntg 2 say]

"Abt wt one? Girlfren? Family?" He asked.

I said," Ntg lar. Ad Over. Dun repeat."

He asked me," Oh~ Over. Bt all thngs waiting u 2 "fan" soon[whn grow up]. U noe y?"

"Hmm?Not reali" I answered.

"Becz we r "fan yan(in chinese is "ren") " [cantonese] if nt y gt so many thngs 2 "fan" rite?"

He told me tis.

Sudd in my mind is lik > -.- [swt oni]

Bt be4 I slp. I think bac wt he said 2 me.

It's true. >.<


Oh my love~

My darling xDD

Haha.

Tis song is 4 my be loved bro.

His birthday 2day.

Bt we celebrate wif him ytd. ^^

Hapi birthday 2 u.

Hapi birthday 2 u.

Hapi birthday 2 u.

Hapi birthday 2 Salmon.

Wish ur dreams cum true ya.

Curly little boy! =D

I lik 2 eat my cousin's Chocolate Banana Cake.

Wow. Home made. DAMN nice.

I Love It! [:

Sunday, September 6, 2009

[HLR] ]:

Almost every nite.

Every1 is slping.

I'm stil nt yet slp.

I'm ad DAMN tired.

Wt the fuck am I worrying?

Everytime I looked at the phn.

No MESSAGES.

I felt very scare n lonely.

FUCK it.

I'm reali tired.

Stop thinking those lame thngs pls.

I surrender.

I lost.

U hapi nw?

Enough?

Thursday, September 3, 2009

[HLR] I'm Not Feeling Well.

Mm...

Hapi Birthday! xDD

Hope u cn wif penny forever~

Be hapi always ya!

Dai kor zai ad lah! =]

Dun always p ler...

Kena buang thn u noe...



2day damn no mood...

Cz my BEST FREN Susu...

Ntg 2 do ytd...

Sms me...

Wei... U oso noe ur hse gt a lot mirror geh lah...

Use sumthng 2 cover it lah...

Sum more arh... Later whn u go toilet orh...

Must tahan u noe... etc...

Make me think a lot of thngs...

I hate tis feeling...

I slp enuf lar... Wil feel very headache...

So sry lah... Din open my mouth 2 talk wif u early in the morning ]:


Tis few days...

I damn pressure...

I felt damn tired...

I duno wt's happening...

Probably too many thngs happened....

Make me feel very tired... very tired...

If I continue lik tat...

I scare 1 day wil pengsan... @_@

I cn act hapi everyday...

Bt nt always!

I cnt even concerntrate wt teacher is teaching...!

Keep yawning... Non stop~

=='''

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

[HLR] Back To Skul.

Keep Bleeding Keep Keep Bleeding... [Nt love is toes] -.-

I'm suffering pain tis few days...

The toes keep bang-ing the shoe...

Pain T T

My dad said...

U 1 day dun bleed cnt 1 arh?

Everyday saw u using the yellow lotion...

Hmmm...

No choice...

I'm thinking sumthng...

So din realise gt sumthng on the road...

>.<



Haiz...

I duno who u r...

Bt I jz noe u same primary skul wif me...

God Bless You...



Seii "jesus"...

She asked me," Eh lou... U noe wt is H1N1?"

I answered," 猪流感lah..."

She told me," No lah! H1N1 is whn u go 2 the fast food restaurant, u jz nid 2 say I wan H1N1..."

"Huh?!" I blur-ing.

She said... H1N1 is... Hamburger satu Nugget satu...

Lols... -.-

Reali SWT... ==


Saiful wan us 2 finish moral project by next monday...

OMG~

The photo -.-

Hav 2 go study ad...........

Final exam cuming...

WALAU...

The day 2 XX...Ad lesser n lesser...

OMG...............



Ytd I saw her...

She's my best fren while primary skul...

Nw... She's so damn slim+tall...

OMG...

She cnt rmb who am I...

Cz last time geh me+nw...

So big differences nia...

Reali cnt imagine she's taller than susu...+very slim nia...

OMG~

Sunday, August 30, 2009

[HLR] OMG~ ><

Giv brochures till the slipper oso "gg" ad -.-
Argh~ Pain T T
Hold way nia... Reali gg >.<
300 sheets of paper lerh... Hw 2 gv...
After 2 and half hours...
Finally finished...
So damn tired... My leg... EeEekKk...
My dad jz pay me n my bro RM10 =[
Bt as long as he buy the Maxis Broadband...
Thn nt same =]

Friday, August 28, 2009

[HLR] Fun ^^


That day...

I went 2 The Garden sing k v Susu...

Sudd...

Susu wanna go 2 the toilet...

I wait her at outside...

Thn I look at the mirror...

I heard sumbody's shoe sound...

So I looked at the entrance...

I saw her fren...

Walkin into the toilet...

I'm feel sad...

Cz the person tat I wan 2 look at..

She din appear...

Fine...

I dun mind...


Inside the room...

It was very cold...

Becz... I saw Susu wearing short pants...

I switch the aircond to 10 Celcius...

Haha....

She called me 2 take off 1 shirt...

I say I sendiri oso cold...

Cal me take off...

Sot lah u... xDD


Walau...

Reali zha dou...

My mum... Switch off one of the switch...

No wonder I cnt sign in -.-

Swt nia...

Monday, August 24, 2009

[HLR] Bored.


Ytd my 姑姐 came...

Tis topic... Is lik very famous+hot...

TB~

Even my cousin only standard 3 oso dunw 2 be a girl...

She <3 2 wear shorts... Just lik me n older than me de cousin...

My 姑姐 asked me...

Whn wil u goin 2 wear skirt?

I said skul tat time I oso wearing ad... xD

My kuma say her daughter... Older than me 1...

Haiyo~ Whn wil my daughter goin 2 put lipstick... ==

Discuss till damn funny...

Thn they asked me... Y u lik 2 wear sumthng lik beach shorts?

I said leong song ma...

My kuma shoud... Eh... U dun wear more leong song...

Sudd I lik swt... ==

I wan tel her 1... I'm nt SUPERMAN...

Jz wear inside oni...... Zzz...

But I didnt...

My another cousin more funny...

Told my kuma...

Mum, I dunw 2 be a girl ad! So mafan...

Every month oso gt... [girls should noe]

So funny nia~

My cousin they all wanna keep fit...

Especially my form5 cousin...

Last time geh she reali fat...

Bt nw thin till... OMG~

Unbelievable...



Tis world reali small nia...

Ytd my bro saw Kar Men...

She was same tuition wif my cousin...

Luckily I din folo...

Cz I'm wearing home wear 1...

Forced by my mum... Phew~

Lukily... ==


2mr goin 2 watch Up...

At Midvalley wif SuSu...

No chances 2 write blog+msn ad...

My bro wil owned it till my mum work finish...

GG.com... ><

Friday, August 21, 2009

[HLR] Jealous




Hmm...

No planning in holiday lerh...

Boring... >.<>
Gt go anywhr sms me k?

Dun so selfish ya xD

TmNet... Wt the fuck r u doin...

So fucking lagggg! Especially MSN...

Always Troubleshoot oso cnt...

Damn freaking dulan nia!~ H1N1 is getting worst nw...

I cnt imagine hw's the world goin 2 be...
Becz of the human being...
Dunw 2 protect environment...
Bt... This world is made by the god...

The god wil take it bac sum time...

Nobody knows...

OMG... Wt happened 2 me...
Think abt "tat thng"...

Eat shit lah... My mum lah...

Told me my fren's sis gt "tat thng" folowing...
Make me... Argh...

T T Slp til half way cn wake up 1...

Oso dunw 2 pee... ==
Y sudd wake up 1? Lol...
Thn think a lot of thngs...

I duno is a dream or real life nia... Hmmm... Scary >.<>
Happy Holiday.... ><

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Sunday 23/8/09

Went 2 Leisure Mall 2day...

N I bought 逆风18 CD...

Hav 2 buy original 1...

Cz police wil... check~

I ran all the way...

Bt I feel very hard 2 breathe...

I duno y?!
Long time no exercise?
T T

Thursday, August 20, 2009

[Lyriscs] 潘玮柏 - 无重力

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

(I love you)

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到 最后

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

[HLR] My Heart Has Broken.

Phoo...

Jz bac frm Chiang Mai...

So boring thr... Ntg 2 do...

N the human at thr r so annoying...

Keep making the "frog sound"...

OMFG... Luckily I'm bac...

Reached till LCCT...

Thr's a camera 2 screen temperature...

1 word for Chiang Mai... B.o.r.i.n.g ><

Air Asia SUCKS...

Dun sit Air Asia nia...

Reali SUCKS!!!

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2day went 2 Memorial Of Tun Hussien Onn~

We ply till so mad...

Teacher said go lawatan...

Bt we plyin thr... Haha! xp


I gt ntg 2 write...

Modem prob... Sucks...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

[HLR] Bye Bye ><

Hey guys...

Last wishes 4 u guys...

Take k of urself...

I'll miss u all~

Bye Bye Fei Fei Family~~

T T

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

[Lyriscs] 潘玮柏&紀佳松 - 同一个遗憾

纪:剩下我们 坐在岸边 看着她越走越远
白色星星 迎着海面 沙滩好远

潘:而她的心 去了哪里 我们都无能为力
是 谁的手 能牵她 回来

纪:Does she know?Don't think so
合:爱上了 同一遗憾
纪:恍然明白 那时候 为何要 对彼此为难

潘:Tell me she knows I don't think so
合:我们都不属于她的爱
潘:不能重来的伤害
合:我们都学会了释怀


纪:两朋友 一最爱 不可能有的未来
潘:只是结局 却让我们 如此意外
纪:Yeah
合:她的决定 终于坦白
纪:开了玩笑的安排
潘:怪 谁的错(纪:谁的错)
我们都(纪:我们都)
合:失败(纪:no no no)

纪:Does she know?(潘:she know)
Don't think so(潘:I know)
爱上了 同一遗憾(潘:I know 一遗憾)
恍然明白 那时候 为何要 对彼此为难

潘:Tell me she knows I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱(纪:我们都不属于她)
合:不能重来的伤害 而我们学会了释怀
wo oh oh(纪:wo oh)

纪:Does she know?
Don't think so
爱上了 同一遗憾
恍然明白 那时候 为何要 对彼此为难

潘:Tell me she knows I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
合:不能重来的伤害 而我们学会了 释怀

[HLR] I... Have... 2...Leave...Malaysia...











Guys...

Take k of urself ya...

U al cn ply in the cls...

Bt must do hw lah har...

*I say till lik wanna leave tis world ==

Gm...

If u reali sick thn dun cum lah...

Dun becz 2 c ur gc last face thn u cum 2 skul...

H1N1 is goin 2 more worst ad...

If human dunw 2 stay clean~

The virus is very easy 2 die...

But oso very easy 2 separate in human's body...

If ur body cnt attack H1N1+other viruses...

Wil die 1 arh... Dun ply ply...


Ytd I reali gt fever loh... Luckily Mm called me 2 drink more water... Haha...

Bt ytd I stil gt go pasar malam wif them at Sri Petaling...

Thn met a new fren~ Nick...

He is so... Leng zai...

I lik his hair~><

Aiks.

Luckily tis morning no fever...

Phew~

Ltr at airport check if gt fever influence dou my hold family cnt go~

Tis morning rain so heavily...

Luckily u din walk 2 skul...

If nt hold body wet wet... [Talking 2 ownself without meaning]

After tat, En Salbani is absent 2day...

So our eng teacher relief...

Sudd, looked here...

She saw us keep takin pic~

N keep laughing...

So she oso "1eye open 1 eye close"... ^^

En Saiful always shocked ppl 1 loh...

Whn I pressing phn tat time he always walk very fast at the corridor thr...

Damn hate it!


2mr is last day nia...

After tat hav 2 go Ching Mai in the morning... ><

Sry ar xian...

Cnt celebrate birthday wif u...

So less time gt 3 BaiChi celebrate birthday wif u...

So decided 2 celebrate 2mr...

I own u 1 cake... I wont forget 1...

Haiz...

Frens...

Drink more water arh...

Take k of urself...

Dun get sick...

U'll always in my mind...

I'll Miss You!!!!! <3

Stil coughing n sore troat...

T T

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

[HLR] Cure Me! ]:


In the early morning...

I have sore troat.

OMG~

So damn tired...

2day slp in the cls~

Luckily I din go 4 Pn Yong's period...

If nt sure feel sleepy n slp in the class...

Haiz~

Thn jz nw mm touched my fore head~

She says u sick ad arh...

Thn the 3 8 Pei C n Fei Man so 3 8~

H1N1 arh... U go away arh... Z... Lame lah.. ><

Choi Choi Choi~

Dunw sick arh... I wan drink 1 tong of water ad...

Take k of urself, gm...

Monday, August 10, 2009

[HLR] Happy {Updated} :]

Mr Lim and Yap Yap~ [Balance xp]

I Love This Song~

My Group...

Overall Discuss-ing~ Differences Between Team And Group~

Human's Shadow. Nice...
This Song Also Not Bad [:

Haha~ Yap Yap Scare Dark 1... xD

Michael Jackson Group =p

Samsons~


Yap Yap complaining PRS members's hair~ ==

So Happy~ Wee XDDD but a bit bored x[


My Astro 至尊流行榜+潘玮柏 pic~
Min~3rd geh~ 4gtten her name ♥ 界仔~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 颜帅 ♥♥♥♥♥“纪佳宋”
MyFM DJ~sing 谁说爱情不能做比较 1 ~sing 同一个遗憾 1 ~ Will Pan+ BlueWill Pan~

Wow~ All so leng zai n leng luii ^^

I stand thr abt 3 and the half hours ==

So damn tired~ Until 9.30pm oni eat my dinner.. Zzz

Bt quite hapi~ Cz Will Pan's fan club gt 1 guy throw poster...

I catch dou ^^ Exciting~
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Sunday

So tired ytd...

Stil wan me woke up at 7.30am~

T T
Hav 2 wait arh... Nw oni 1017 T T
I toke tis stupid pic hav 2 face 3 flashes. Dulan!

Yer. The hair cnt touch the eye brow~ so ys!~ T T