YESTERDAY!

I woke kinda early yesterday... /_\

It was so tired T-T

I slept at 1 something and woke up at 8 something... =[

I went to KL Sentral and met my mui...

I thought she can print nice pictures...

Unfortunately, it's not nice to say that... :S

I was angry but I didn't told her since she helped me...

I shouldn't complain so much...

After that, I went on a bus and reached Midvalley...

Since it's early, I went all over the shopping mall to find those photo shop to print pictures...

I found a shop it's RM1 for each pictures...

For small one, it cost RM3 for two...

Isn't it more expensive? /.\

Soon, I walk from the south to the north...

I found another photo shop too...

It's more affordable...

RM1 for the normal one ; RM1 for the small a bit one...

Not bad, I copy those pictures to the monitor there...

The guy told me that come back here after 15 minutes...

After 15 minutes, I went back to take my pictures...

Argh~~~~At that time only I know I mark wrong pictures... =(

Nevermind since the pictures already printed out... =]

I dislike the pictures because the colour is not that nice...-=-

I'm so angry but no choice...

Soon, I went to Kamdar to buy black pants and shoes for work...

When I'm looking around, my friends hide another side...

I saw them~ hahaha! They wanna shock me but it FAILED... =D

I bought black pants and shoes...

End.

(p/s: lazy to mention)

Don't think what I said mean everything..

You're such a bitch... Brainless...

Don't do such a bitch thing in Facebook...

It meant everything... Asshole...

Merry Christmas????????

It was Christmas Eve.

Everyone has their plan to go here and there.

For me, I'm staying in the house.

I'm all alone since yesterday.

I don't mind, I knew you're busy.

This is not the point.

The point is I'm so angry.

So damn moody like what I said, like a piece of shit.

Do you know that feeling that abandon from someone?

I don't know what am I writing about.

I just can't express my feeling.

I don't know whether I have to angry or act nothing.

I'm confused.

Don't mention about it.

Over means over. The time won't goes back for you.

This year's Christmas Eve is different.

I'm not happy at all. I can smile infront of anyone but my heart is not happy at all.

Let me celebrate Christmas alone.

Vampire!

Why?

Why the government have to choose her?

WHY?!

I can't accept it.

When time goes fast, I started to worried.

I become damn nervous.

I can't control myself to stop thinking about it.

Unfortunately, I can't.

I can't make it, I can't stop thinking about it.

I CAN'T!!!!!

I guess, I'm gonna mad soon.

Just like the vampire sucks human's blood.

When the sunset, the vampires will come out and suck human's blood.

If I'm not mistaken.

I'm fucking no mood.

Furthermore, the xxx disturbed me.

How could I control my mood???????!!!!!!!

I can't, I REALLY CAN'T.

I just can't accept it.

I thought everything can goes like clockwise.

I already said! When the time goes fast! I will started to become like a vampire!!!

I'm gonna mad!

T______T

Sat-ur-day. n.n

It was a great day today.

Finally I can meet my darling. <3 :D

In the early morning, my darling sms me.

She wants to finish her housework only can go out. :O

After that, I quickly woke up and ready up.

Soon, the Fat Ass came.

She wanted to clean up my room and she was shocked when she saw my hair.

Hmm, whatever lah. This is my style. Dislike? F off.

After "making up" everything, I walk to the KTM Station.

I bought a ticket to Midvalley and I sit on the chair.

Wait.... Wait..... Wait... Waiting for the train...

The train always delay one. I knew it.

I wait for the train for about 30 minutes.

Finally, it comes BUT full of passengers. WTF.

Fine! Since my mood was nice that day.

Wait....... Wait again........... WAITING for the train.............

Same thing, wait for about 30 minutes.

This time different, my darling is in the train.

I try my best to get in but can't. =[

After that, I became very angry and I hire a taxi to go there.

Wasted RM7.20(taxi)+RM1(RapidKL)+RM1(KTM) = RM9.20 =___=

I reached there and meet my darling.

Wiiiweeet~ :P

Leng lui is beside me. WOOT. c:

The exhibition hall is full of human. LOL.

Then, my darling toke a lot of brochures since she's a leng lui.

Those stupid boys give her without giving me. SHIT lah.

Their brochures and their eyesight is only for leng lui's.

I feel like wanna punch them. o0o

-Skip-

After that we went to Time Square, Sungei Wang, Pavilion and Farenheit 88. :D

We took a lot of pictures. ^^

Although I'm very tired but I enjoy that moment with her. =]

<3 you girl! -w-

Smile. :)

I'm not that happy recently.

Something happened that makes me damn angry.

But nevermind.

Since his attitude is like that.

Fine then.

Hahaha.

I'm so damn happy.

Finally SPM over and I dyed my hair. :p

I won't post my picture to facebook and my blog.

I don't want to LC people.

Wait a few more days only upload. ;)

Who wanna see?

Meet me only you can see. xD

My picture is for my darling.

Nehninehni bubu. :D

Jealous arh?

Too bad, I only got 1 darling.

My lady that I love the most. =]

Hehe.

Now, I just want to go out.

Especially with my darling but I got no money. =_=

I miss you. ><

Friends, remember me ya.

I will miss you guys.

Keep in touch.

My plans after SPM. :D

I'd plan everything after SPM.

Oh yes. It's a good news that I have not chosen to go for National Service but...

it's quite a bad news for my darling.

Haiz, she have to go for 3 months.

I can't imagine that she will leave me for 3 months.

She cried yesterday and I told her not to cry.

I knew it's quite difficult to.... but I'll try.

Thursday, I'm going for a course.

Yes, undang course. I wanna drive. :D

Finally! :p

I wanna have my license as fast as possible.

I hope that I can drive anywhere.

After that, memorize the undang everything.

Soon, go for the undang test and hope for pass.

Please don't fail! It's wasting money+time.

Then, the guy will teach me how to drive.

Oh yeah, good. I want it since January 2010 until now.

FINALLY! xD

As you guys know, after perdagangan paper, I left seni paper 2 and bc.

Actually, I'm not interest in bc AT ALL.

I don't care whether is fail or not.

As long as I try my best already enough.

I don't want to waste my time on this subject.

On 14 of dec, after BC paper.

I'm gonna have a new hair style. =]

I think I will cut until very stylish. :p

I don't care whether my family agree or not.

I just want to cut the hair style that I admire. :d

Oh yeah, new hair style, I'm coming. :D

I wanna dye my hair actually but I don't think my mum will pay for me.

Nevermind, I will wait until Chinese New Year (maybe) only dye my hair with my mum.

Wakaka! Because I want her to pay actually.

Devil right? :D

After 14 of dec, I have to try my best to give her lots of surprise (maybe) ?

Since she wanted to go for NS. :(

Haiz. I tell myself not to think about it.

My best friend more pity than me.

Her girlfriend stays in Ipoh.

Can you imagine how many days do they meet in 3 months?

Now, I just think the same way as her.

I imagine that my darling is now at far away from KL.

I need to earn money. Wait until she come back and I will buy everything for her.

Maybe a ring? Marry me. :p

No matter how many days, weeks, months...

Even seconds, minutes, hours.

I will wait for her. I will and I swear.

Next, my plan when she's in National Service.

Work is the first thing that is important to me.

I will miss you, darling.

I will wait for your SMS or your miss call when you take back your phone.

My best friend just now, she's not in the first batch.

So maybe she will be the same camp as my darling's friend?

Haha, I laugh at her but it's bad to laugh at people. :D

So, don't try this at home!!!!! xD

This 3 months, in my mind, there's only a sentence.

"WORK for money, I will wait for you, Ms Minnie :p"

That's what I need to do the most. :)

Recently. :)

Hello, my dear friends. ^^

How are you huh?

I hope you guys are studying. :)

Gambateh.

We still can be together left 3 days.

Haiz, time goes fast. :(

We have to keep in touch ya.

I'm lazy to write about 30 of december.

Haha because it's a secret between us. :p

If you guys wanna know about it, drop your comment here. :D

One of my wish is hope no matter my friends or my enemy.

EVERYONE! Be happy always and healthy. ;)

Those like stealer, PLEASE! Far away from us.

PEACE please! =_=

There's a bad news from my darling.

Haiz, she just received a letter from government.

She's going to National Service on next year, 1st batch.

Hmm, I feel so sad when I heard this but I just want her to live healthy inside there.

Nobody bullies her. Nobody invites her to be he/her girlfriend.

If not, I will kill that boy/girl. o0o

Dear, this 3 month I will earn money to wait you.

I will wait you. I love you so much. ><

I swear.Muacks.

Happy Birthday to me.

Yesterday was my maths exam.

I've tried my best to do it but.

I'd did a lot of careless mistake.

I guess, there's no chance for me to get A.

I'm so disappoint.

It's hurt. I'm so sad.

Haiz.

I cried when I reached home.

I shout at my mum when I heard she asked me.

Feel so sorry, cause I can't control my emotions at that moment.

I also need to say sorry to my darling.

Make her heart pain. ><


I just toke moral paper just now.

Anyway, I saw a lot of things through my eyes.

I just act don't know infront of them.

I knew but I act and I shut my mouth.

I don't really feel happy anyway although tomorrow is my birthday.

I know that I will celebrate with my friends.

Anyway, I guess I will be fine soon.

I hope I will fine too.

Countdown:left less than 8 hours.

Cry On My Shoulder.

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone You're feeling blue

If you wait for love and you're alone

If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I'll show you there's a destiny

The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone Who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone Who cares for you

If you're feeling sad Your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry, Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone Who cares for you

If you're feeling sad Your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

Really disappointed.

Haiz.

I thought english won't be so hard one.

I've got a lot of words that I don't understand.

I'm very disappointed.

Maybe I will read more only I can score my A in college. (maybe?)


History tomorrow. I'm going to come out early after finish.

It seems so bored. I don't know why some of them can score?

Maybe they're talented in memorizing?

Maybe?

Anyway, good luck. :(

Hmm.

Haiz.

Tomorrow is the fifth formers most important day.

Try your best tomorrow and for me too.

I will faint if I see my bm fail. T T

God bless. :(


I went 2 my darling's house today.

Actually I damn scare of her mum and the dog. ==

While her mum pull her dog 2 outside, the dog bites me. :S

I was shocked when it bites me.

At that time I already know, it bleeds.

My darling put some iodine on my knee and I felt pain.

I hope I'm fine. :o

The dog is quite cute but it barks and fierce.

I hate it! :(

Sorry.

You both are friends, because of me you both becomes strangers.

I already forgive you but the only thing is I can't accept what you did last time.

Maybe it's too hurt for me or what.

I didn't blame you, hope you understand.

The one who are doing such a bitch thing is me.


有时候我觉得你很欠打；有时候我觉得你很可怜。

Don't get angry, dude.

I'm just telling what I think last time.

It's already over.

I hope you both still friends like last time, excluding me.

Dude, don't worry be happy.

Peace! x]

Bye bye.

What am I doing actually?

I don't even know.

You seems like very angry and I felt a bit guilty.

Too late, you've removed me.

Nevermind, you can do whatever you like.

I don't hope any apologize again.

Just like that ok?

Don't do so much things to make me change my mind.

I hate it.

Because of YOU!

Because of you, makes me very upsad.

Because of you, makes us argue.

Because of you, makes me very fulan.

Because of you, makes everyone unhappy.


I admit that I did something that makes you unhappy too.

I had try to forgive you, but it fails.

I didn't say that I put the blame on you.

Both of us did wrong thing.

I apologize too but I can't forgive you.

That's my problem. It can't blame anyone.

I don't know why my girl doesn't want to forgive you.

Please don't ask me.


But now, everything already change.

The one who tries to pull friendship back is you.

The one who tries to apologize is you.

The one who tries to angry us again is you.

Nevermind.

My girl and I don't mind to lost a friend.

The one who tries to fed up is you.

Bye, dude.

You've changed or?

What can I say?

I don't even know what happened,because of something?

I really can't say it here. I knew actually.

You guys just no need to do so many thing infront of me.

I've already know, EVERYTHING.

I know what you wanted to do for what.

I know what you wanted to help.

I don't want to say! I'm just acting don't know.

You thought I'm that stupid?

No! I can see, feel and analyze.


The one who changed is not you.

It's me. The one who changed a lot is me.

Maybe, I'm like that?

I really can't "tahan" what you scold.

You don't even want to listen what people is trying to giving you some advice!

People say you is because we're your friends.

Do you think properly?!

You wanted to being a waiter for the rest of your life?

I don't want to see my best friend become like that!

Nevermind, I rather keep my mouth shut better than saying lots of things.

What for doing a best friend that wasting my saliva and my strength?

Useless. She also don't want to hear.

MrLouZai! Wake up.

You don't need to be sad because of this kind of friend.

I can't control my emotions. I'm a very stupid person.

You do whatever you like; you think whatever you think.

I don't feel like want to hear any thing from you.

Anyway, good luck in SPM.

Hope you can reach your mind to being a bar tender.

Bye.

You've CHANGED.

Do you still remember when you're in Form 1?

I'm still a prefect in class. You're beside my class.

There's a lot of happy moments with you until now.

Do you know you changed a lot?

Do you know I started to feel upsad?

Do you know that?

It's ok if you don't know.

I will just show you how "black" is my face.

I cant tahan your attitude.

Your face. Always the same!

If you're not my best friend.

I will just give you a slap! I hate that! Do you know?!

Fine, I will just don't answer what you ask.

Let you feel that what's the feeling to showing your "lan" face to someone.


I'm not in a good condition recently.

I feel like wanna everything, everyone treat me in a bad way.

I dislike it very much.

Maybe it's my fault and I don't know?

Maybe it's you guys make me angry?

Haiz. I just wanna relax myself.

Tell myself. No pressure.

补习~T^T

还记得我第一天去补习时，脸还蛮臭的。

因为我妈妈，竟然逼我去补习，那时候我刚打完篮球。

整身都很疲累，她依然要我去补。

当我第一眼看见老师的样子时，给我的感觉就是，书呆子的样~

第一天补习时，对班上的同学都很陌生，我的人就是这样。

不太认识就不太对别人说话。

老师把我安排跟1个肥婆坐，因为那个肥婆也是喜欢打篮球的。











(我，干爸[肥婆]，干妈)
我第一次带这种发夹！丑死了==









就这样，我们就认识了5年。


我还蛮羡慕老师，她很聪明。

很用心很努力的教我们。

我还曾烦过她，一直信息她，老师，历史要怎样才能及格？

她有时没回我，有时回我，她只会说一句，历史，是用来背的。

我从中一放假就开始补到现在，很多事情都在那里发生。

我的老师，已是我干姐了。

我的干姐夫，也教会了我很多东西。

他们教会了我很多东西。

直到去年的11月多，我的干姐生了儿子。

真替她感到开心。 =]

我只见过她儿子1次，还蛮可爱的，赫赫。


转眼间，很多东西都变了。

昨天已是我们最后一天相处的日子。

没想到，美好时光那么快就过了。




















朋友们，

在这里祝福你们SPM考满A，我相信你们可以的。

加油吧。

别忘了我哦=]

姐，

我一得空就去探望你，不会忘记你曾对我说过的每句话，我会把它记在心里。

谢谢您，这5年来的教导。

我也不会忘记姐夫对我说过的每句话。

Singapore.

Hey yo. :D

Finally I'm back. :)

3 days 2 night at Singapore.

Quite fun for the 2nd day.


Day 1

Woke up at 6am but seems too tired.

I went to sleep again.

Until 6.30am, my mum woke me up.

After that, went to brush teeth + everything.

I wax my hair until very fast because we have to reach aunt's house at 7am.

I'm sorry because I take too much of time to wax my baby hair. ><


Day 2

Woke up at 6.50am.

I brush my teeth and online.

Check my facebook see whether got people leave comment or not.

After that, about 7.30am. I offline and went to change my clothes.

I wax my hair and went to the lobby.

My aunt told my mum that she scared me and my brother cant woke up.

I'm like : fuck lah. Impossible ok? ==

We went to eat breakfast together.

I ate fishball noodles and drank a cup of milo ice. :D

Fishball noodles cost $2.50 and a cup of milo ice cost $1.20

It's so cheap for they all. Some more the fishball is big not like ours, small like hell.

I hope that I can stay there with my dear.

After that, we went to Universal Studios.

I keep "fishing" in the car because I ate until very full. ==

About 15 minutes, we reached Universal Studios.

I can't imagine that there's a lot of things to do, things to buy, things to watch and things to play.

We stay there for whole day until night that time.

It rains. :(

Unfortunately, we can't watch the fireworks.

We have to go back to the hotel to take our bath.

We reached hotel at 10pm and I went to bath quickly.

I hope can see my darling online and we can chat but she didn't reply me. :[

I wondering maybe she was too tired about the charity.

At first, I fall asleep 1st. After that, I woke up again.

I saw my brother fell sleep and then I sleep also.


Day 3

Woke up at 7am.

Went to brush teeth, everything.

Go for breakfast again at 8am.

My leg was so tired because of yesterday.

We walk here and there. Wait for those games.

Soon, I ordered nasi lemak and milo ice. :D

The nasi lemak was great and tasty. I love it so much! :)

After breakfast, we went to Chinatown.

We walk around there and see whether got things to buy or not.

I saw a shop that sold sunglasses.

I went inside and try. At last, I bought 1. :p

I forgotten where we went first. ==

My mum bought Beyonce's perfume. It smells good and sweet. Not bad. :)

I asked my dad to give me $100 and my parents bought me a Odm watch. :D

Oh yeah, thank them so much. ><


We had a great time at Singapore but I hope that I can stay there for the rest of my life with my darling.

That's my hope.

I hope 1 day I can success.

Hehe. ><

o0o

Who u think u r?

U tot we wanted 2 scold u?

Becz u jz lik sum1!

COPY CAT!

Same! Ur mind is stil a half month baby.

U SUCK.

U're nt qualify 2 say her becz u gt no brain.

U oni gt a child brain. Childish lik hell.

Do u think be4 ur own problems?

Do u even think be4 2 chng ur attitutes?

No! U even think tht u're the most LENG ZAI in L world.

Fuck off. If u wanna b famous, go away.

The 1 who makes ppl hate u is ur own self.

Who wants 2 listen 2 u?

Jz ur FRENS only MAH.

So wt? "Hou lan dai"?

Nah. o0o


U jz think tht becz of us make u lik tis.

FUCK lah. We didnt ok.

Is ur GIRL wanted 2 folo 1.

Hw cn u simply blame ppl?

Love some1 gt fault?

U tot wt u did be4 cn chng everything?

No, it wont.


Think properly lah. Hmm.

U're so foolish.

U suck.

If u din offend me, I wnt treat u lik tis.

Anyway, dun ever close 2 my dar.

If nt I wil giv u "some colours 2 c".

_l_








`MrLouZai

Studies. Future.

Wow.

I din write my blog for so long.


Thr's a lot of things happened too bt I dunw 2 mention it.

I jz tel my darling n I dunw any1 knw.


Human are all the same.

U did sumthing wrong, they wil blame u infinity.

Hmm, ntg 2 say much.

Jz a short essay n everything here is like a clockwork.


SPM is near.

I'm goin 2 KFC wif my clsmates later.

STUDY GROUP! :)

I guess thr's abt 14 of them r cuming.

So, meet u guys thr.

Hope I cn get A+ in SPM.

I hav 2 b more confidence 2 myself.

I cn do it. =]


2mr gt study group oso.

TeeHee. :p

Wif my darling n her frens.

Anyway, I'll teach my dar until she get A in SPM.

At least gt A becz she has a lot of subjects 2 study so I din gv any pressure 2 her.

Jz hope she cn get good grade in SPM.

I cn help her until SPM is thr.

Guys, we hav 2 work 2gether 2 hav a good results.

Good luck everyone! Jz abt 30 days more only!

Do exercise as much as u cn! Gambateh x)

7/10/2010

Having history paper at skul 2day.

Hmm. Happy Birthday mui mui. (lao po's sis) :D

After skul, I wait until the Rapid KL cum.

Until around 1.40pm, the stupid bus only come.

OMG, I'm lik WTF. I shud sit my bus bac 2 home n sit another bus 2 TS.

Nvm, since the bus came.

After tht, whn it's goin 2 reach KL central tht time, it's a bit traffic jam.

I wanted 2 scold CB! Cz I cnt wait 2 meet wif my dar.

Soon, abt 2 sumthing oni reached KL central.

Mami n I bought 2 buy monorail's ticket n Dadi went 2 buy bus ticket.

Soon, thr's a train came after we bought ticket.

I wanted 2 run inside it, bt mami said u wan 2 go in? Or wait another 1?

I answered," Anything lah." and then, she wait until the next train came.

I saw a girl, she's a basketball player last time while I'm 14 or 15 years old.

I wonder she stil rmb me huh?

She's a pro in basketball n she studied at Kuen Cheng Girl Skul.

I think she dun rmb me bt I jz looking at her, wondering she rmb me ornt.

Her response is lik : do I knw u? Y u keep looking at me?

==lll Nvm, we din ply basketball + go 2 ur skul since form 4.


Reached Imbi, I quickly run 2 the toilet n chng my clothes.

I dunw any1 2 look at me wearing skul uniform. It's lik uncomfortable.

After changing clother, the malay girl/auntie look at me.

I jz wax my hair n rush 2 Greenbox.

Whn I reached tht time, I saw a girl came out frm tht room.

I'm lik : shit, I'm late.

Becz tht girl is 郑吉比's girlfren. ==llll

Is lik : "fish." == n my dar keep pinch me. ><



















The pic above......

I'm nt inside the pic. :( Sorry dar. =(

After tht, we went 2 buy tickets at the cinema n went 2 Gasoline 2 hav my lunch.

It's nt lunch I guess, it's tea time. ==llll

My dar ordered a cup of honeydew juice.

She wrote thr " less ice".

Bt whn tht time the honeydew juice came, the guy put a lot of ice.

I wondering is he 特地 put a lot of ice in it.


After lunch/tea time, we went 2 cinema n watch Legend Of The Guardians.

After we watched movie, we oni realized tht her sis phn her, bt I din feel any vibrate.

So, since my leng lui dar wear until so leng.

I decide 2 acc her to The Mines. Then, we went 2 take pics.
























Tis is 1 of those pics. Hehe.

My dar n I love it so much. =p


Dar,

No matter hw close am I wif my family/friends.

My heart. My tears. My mouth. Is only for u.

I love u so much. I would love u until the day I die.

Mayb u dun believe it, bt 4 me, I'll believe in.

I love u. Muacks. :)

你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际

很靠近 爱听见呼吸 对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心 还悬在你看不见那高空里

多的事 你不知道的事


蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际 很靠近 爱听见呼吸

对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

还选择你看不见那高空里

多的事 你不知道的事

oh wow oh~

我飞行 但你坠落之际 ho~oh~~

你不知道我为什么离开你 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心 还悬在你看不见那高空里

多的事 你不知道的事 oh~... ...

Readers wil nvr knw wat am I writing.

Jz bac frm skul.

Hmm, thr's ntg special.

Everything is jz the same.

I jz felt damn moody.


My lovely thing suddenly lost while I reached my cls.

I search it everywhere bt I din saw.

Luckily, Zack acc me 2 find my lovely thing.

I told teacher tht it's important.

Teacher asked me," Handphone kah?"

I'm like: WTF. Who will leave him/her handphone around d school ? SH.

Whn Zack n me walk until the 2nd floor.

Mm shout at me n she say tht it's here.

Phew. I'm lik. Thank 2 my fren n God tht she found it.


The rain drops felt down to d floor.

I saw it in my eyes.

I hope I cn let go the umbrella 2 felt the rain drops tht hit my body.

Every drop tht felt on d floor.

Tht shows hw much I cried 4 u.

The tears felt down.

It shows hw much I love u.

They're always lik tht.

There is nothing much that we cn do.

Nobody knws hw it feels like.

2010 is not a good year.

2day 4/10/2010.

Stil gt abt 2 more months+, 2010 gonnna end.

Good. Tis yr, is the most unlucky year.

A lot of things happened.

Everything abt health. I hate it so much.


One day, whn my aunt finish bathing, she discover that her breast gt sumthng thr.

After tht, she called my mum n tel her tis.

Soon, she had a check up in hospital n doctor told her tht 20% is cancer.

So, she hav 2 cut it off. If nt it's very dangerous.

She's fine nw. Good.


2day, thr's 2 things abt health happened.

1 my aunt's daughter, my cousin realise tht thr's sumthng in her breast.

Whn my mum told me tis, I'm lik... OMG.

My aunt told my mum tht my cousin dun feel lik wan 2 live anymore.

She fed up becz her mum called her 2 dun eat tis n tht.

She dislik n tel her mum tht," I rather 2 die."

First, I'm feel lik wan 2 slap her becz her studies quite good.

So fast u wanna die. U gt think abt ur parents be4?

Bt I din tel her tis becz she's goin 2 check up later. Hmm.

Hopefully nothing. I dunw any1 2 sick/leave. I jz wan a happy n healthy family.

2nd, susu's mum gonna laser her eye.

She's at Sunway hospital nw.

Anyway, god bless u.

Please! If ur body gt problems, told ur parents. Dun let them 2 worry abt u.

Tis kind of disease ad named Silent Killer.

Tht means it kills u whn u take it as a small thing.


Thr's a lot of things happened too.

My another aunt (she's my mum's sis), she hav duno wt disease is tht.

She hav 2 keep on inject herself.

She is a carrier. She hav 2 inject everyday.

Until nw oso nid inject. Hmm.

She became very skinny. I wonder hw pain is it. :(


Conclusion :

I dunw 2 sick. I wan u guys 2 live in a healthy life including the ppl tht I hate very much.

Jz live n enjoy ur life. Dun do useless things. Always rmb, think be4 u do.

Our friendship never end. :)

Time goes fast.

So fast we gonna graduate.

So fast we gonna leave SMK Taman Desa.

Guys, rmb our tis pic?

Stil gt a lot of pictures tht fulled of memories.

Anyway, I have a gd news n a bad news.

Bad news : we dun even knw whn oni cn find bac our memories 2 ply Kar Man. :(

Good news : I'm gonna drive n fetch my girl 2 everywhr. :)

Lastly, we hav 2 keep in touch k?

I'll miss u guys after SPM. :]

Gambateh in SPM fat fat family. =)

Never Give Up By John Cena. :)

Hmm.

Trial exam started on last thursday.

1st day - BC.

It was so hard 4 me. :[

Becz I'm a noob in chinese.

If it's english, I wil try my best 2 get A in trial n SPM.

I think I cn. Mayb? :o

Hav 2 b more confidence 2 myself.

My cls had a boy oso.

He's eng......

1 word 2 describe.

Pro.

If my eng is so pro as he.

Thn surely cn gt A in SPM ad.

Nvm~ I wnt giv up.

I wil try my best 2 get A in SPM.

After tht, I wanted 2 talk abt my BM.

It's so hard!

I'm so scare tht I wil fail in SPM. Zzz.

They asked something lik kebaikan-kebaikan menyertai laman blog.

WTF. Y put tis kind of ques?

Lap sap! -.-

Bt nvm, becz trial paper is more important than tis paper.

Hope d essay wil b easier 4 me. T T

I'm so scare n worry. :[

Lastly, I hope form 5 students cn pass all subjects in SPM.

Rmb 2 revision everyday! Dun keep on facebook facebook facebook! Blog blog blog!

Msn msn msn! Study! Stil gt abt 8 weeks oni! Gambateh!

Lou wil support u guys! :)

Bt I wil support my dear more than u guys lah. ><

Becz she's my baby. The only 1.

I wan 2 c u guys smiling after taking ur SPM result.

Understand?

God bless me n you.


To someone,

Erm, I jz wanna say sry abt wt I did 2 u last time.

I hav a "thick face" n I'm easy 2 attract wt ppl said.

Jz wanna apologize. I gt ntg 2 say much.

So, good luck in ur SPM. Bye.

Some of them pls fuck off n suck banana.

Sometimes human dun even knw wt happens next.

Wt cn we do if sad things happened?

Wt abt happy?

Nobody cn control.

If u wan 2 cry, jz cry.

If u wanna laugh, jz laugh.

If u wanna kill tht person, think be4 u action.

Some of them is jz lik tht.

So, dun care wt they're trying 2 do.

They dun care wt u think.

They jz do it, n thn oni regret.


Actually, life is full of happiness.

Bt some of them dun even knw hw 2 enjoy!

They jz knw hw break ppl's relationship.

I hate tis kind of ppl so much.

Sum more, I hate those who r damn fucking muka tebal 1.

Their face r so damn thick.

If I cn rasuah those police bt nt 2 kill ppl or wtever.

I jz wanna use ppl's urine 2 splash on their face n giv them a punch.

Scold them by usin some bad words.

Do tis kind of things is jz useless.

Some of them r reali muka tebal until gv them a punch, their face oso wnt bleed or black and blue.

Z.

World is jz full of all kind of humans.

Bt the police doesn't take action at all.

They jz knw hw 2 "drink tea".

I saw those police while they stand in 1 line.

U guys knw wt I c?

I saw their fat dummy stomach.

I think they eat+drink more than they catch those robbers.

Haiz.

No choice. They do wtever they lik.

Jz lik police bcz their level is bigger than any1 except President.

Graduate Day. :)

2/8/10

Raptai tat day, Kar Man cried.

N thn after tht I cried too. ==

Becz of her lah! Makes me cry. =(

Stupid dumb dumb.


3/8/10 - Mm's birthday

2day was a graduate day.

I tot I wil cry, bt I din.

We toke a lot of photos 2 make memories.

Bt the jubah is jz smelly. ==

Luckily Pei C bought her perfume if nt sure faint.

After tis, we went 2 MCD.

We plyed Kar Man. Wahaha.

Stupid Kar Man! Rdy 4 ur Roti Canai ya. :)

Nt bad, everything goes like clockwise. =]

Bt nite tht time, reali makes them disappointed.

Bcz I eat tht time is in d afternoon! The food is quite delicious.


Bt at nite tht time, I think is nt fresh or wt. Hmm.

I'm so sry guys. =(



[All photos r uploaded at facebook :) ]

Bullshit.

Dun let me knw wt u wil do next.

If nt I wil nt let u go.

I wil finish u infront of ur skul.

I wil let u cry infront of everyone.

Nt becz of I wan ppl 2 appreciate me or respect me.

I jz wanna let YOUR FRIENDS knw.

U're a dog. U love 2 copy.

Becz u love her.

我就是这样

不喜欢的话就消失在我面前

就这样

Asshole.

Dun talk so much of nonsense infront of me.

U r nt tht gd.

Pee on d floor n think properly wt r u doin rite nw.

Use ur brain! Dude!

Do u knw hw 2 use ur brain 2 think?

If u duno, I'm glad 2 teach u.

I strictly ignore wt ever u copy.

U think u r a actor?

I dun think so.

I jz knw u r a piece of shit.

No difference.

I always writing d same thng.

Dun think I dun dare.

I dare! Becz u r copying me.

I dun care! I reali dun care ANYMORE!

If u keep doin tis.

I'll make u cry infront of me.

FUCK YOU!!!!! Nicolai Jaël

Fucking Mood! :[

Human.

Cn becz of 1 doll tht their love ones lik.

Hit ppl's hand hardly.

Stil 1 hit double time.

I dun understand.

Jz hit 1 time oni.

The doll wil shout pain isn't?

No rite?

Wt abt human?

If u hit them, they wil shout or say pain.

The doll is a non-living thng.

I'm jz ply oni.

Wt 4 hit ppl so hard?



Haiz.

Wtever.

Mayb I dun understand.

Or mayb I'm stupid.

Jz lik wt I wrote in my msg diary.

Stupid meant stupid.

Useless meant useless.

Nobody/no one cn chng tis truth.


Recently, I duno wt happened 2 me tis few days.

Is lik sumthng wrong inside.

I dun even knw wt 2 do.

I'm looking 4 sumthing vent for the frustration.



If cn. I wan 2 hit tht fucking copy cat.

Jibai. I wnt gv u any face.

Fucker. If I gt time, I sure go 2 my dar's skul n find u.

N thn hit u+slap ur face. Fucker.

I think u wnt scare since ur face was so thick.

Take care of ur face n ur body.

I'll let u bleed infront of me.

Ytd. :)

Went 2 Maluri Jusco ytd.

I knew tht I wil bored.

Bt I jz acc my mum becz she wanted 2 go thr by LRT.

After tht, walk until the bus stop oni say she wanna go thr by taxi.

She wants 2 reach thr fast. ==

After tht, we went 2 Ichiban Ramen n hav our lunch.

*Cold Soba*Bt tis 1 is udon I think becz I 4gtten 2 take pic*

Takoyaki. :D TASTY!

Ice Blended Green Tea wif Red Beans.

It was so delicious.

N I felt damn fulled. ><>

While I waitin my mum. Bored.

Bt she bought me tis T-shirt from Giordano. :)

It cost RM69. Expensive.

Thanks a lot mum. :D

I'm so hapi tht she bought me tis T-shirt. =]

I love it so much~ =)

Tafemafadefo!

Enuf!

I reali hate u deeply.

Dun make me gv a punch on ur face.

Dun act lik ur eng is better than me!

Nah!

Nobody wil look at u.

Becz u r jz a copy cat.

If u saw tis, I would lik 2 say congratulations 2 u.

Becz I'm writin u. So?

Dislik?

Thn fuck off lah!


Wt 4 doin a copy cat infront of me?

Ntg 2 do isn't?

U gt ur own jawatan at ur skul. Nt enuf?

U reali same lik our skul's copy cat.

U both cn b frens ad.


If I saw u again, I wil shout copy cat infront of u.

Jz fuck off lah.

Who u think u r?

Copy cat king?

Ya, mayb u r.

2 words 4 u.

U SUCK! o0o

Upsad.

2day reali bored.

Becz Mm, Susu, Wa n Pat Pat Mun absent.

Bt luckily I borrowed Pooi Yee's handphn n ply.

Her phn gt so many games n the games were fun.


I'm reali disappointed wif my perdagangan paper.

Becz I cnt get A~

Tht's oni 1 reason becz I'm lazy.

I jz gt 62 n my frens all gt As'.

If teacher gv out maths paper, I more "dam sam hao". =[

I started 2 worried abt my SPM.

By usin d mouth 2 say=useless.

Actions. Actions shows hw hardworking u r.

At least u try ur best.

Oh Yeah! History~ Here I Come! (:

Overall.

I dun care tht fellow 1st.

After mayb SPM only "gao dim" her~


I'm a bit excited =D

Becz I cn memorise tht sejarah.

Mayb u all think tht~ cheh~ sejarah oni ma~

Bt 4 me is nt same.

I'll tel u guys nw~

Form 1 till nw~

I din pass my sejarah be4. =.=

I cn memorise without yawning cn consider gud ad. :D

Nt bad :)

If I continue doin tis.

I think I cn pass my sejarah :o

Be more confidence Lou. [Self praising :D]

Gambateh Lou. =]

你,别再烦了

不要以为我不知道

你不要跟我趁机会接近她

如果你敢

我绝对不会放过你

最好离我的女人越远越好

不要整个蜜蜂这样粘着她

我的火一来

包你的眼睛立刻流血

不要跟我开玩笑

整个狗这样

死缠烂打

他妈的

我很不爽你

很想一拳打去你眼睛


不要跟我装可怜

我最讨厌这种人

一拳打下去弄到你跪在我面前哭

F*cking Dulan!

不要再假假了

我不明白

我有什么好给你抄？

我又不帅

你抄来干吗？


每个人都有自己的优点

是你找不出自己的风格在那里而已

老是抄人家



你说你没抄

认识我的人都知道

很明显你在抄着好不好

唯一不一样的就只有那几样东西

放屁啦

人家写什么

做什么

折袖子都要学

折袖子是陈大董发明的

你抄来搞屁？

还没给人打过是吗？

想试下没有？

他x的

我一看见你我就很想用一大堆粗口来骂你


上次就那个死人头惹我

现在就到你

轮流来kacau

够力咯

需不需要颁个奖给你啊

真的够"狗"

Went 2 SK Again.

2day I din go 2 skul.

Becz my dar havin singing comp.

I go support her. ^^


Whn I saw my dar, I felt so hapi.

Miss her so much ><

Bt whn I saw tht fellow.

I started 2 angry.

But thn whn I look at my dar.

Is lik angry~ thn normal lik tht.

Tis feeling keep on repeat n repeat~


Soon, my dar n her partner went up 2 the stage.

They sing the song named 走火入魔~

My cute dar felt very gan jiong until she 4get the lyrics~

N she cried after singing tis song.

I ran 2 her n her frens keep callin her dun cry.

I'm jz sittin thr without talkin~

Bcz I duno hw 2 "tam" ppl. =[

I'm useless than u, my dear.



Dar.. It doesn't matter u lose or win.

U ad try ur best. U no nid 2 blame urself.

Cz u ad sing well.

Although the lyrics is nt correct.

U r the best.

My soul wil always beside u n support u.

I love u. Muacks~ ><

No Tittle.

I miss basketball so much. =(

Hmm, miss my team. :[



I saw sum1 goin on sunday soon.

My mood is lik... DOWN..

Haiz.

SK 1 日游 =)

今天是家长日

我一直叫我的妈咪早点来

可是爹地不肯

幸亏有伯伯载

不然就要等咯


我班的女生竟然只有10个人来而已

全部叫家长来而已

自己却没来

够闷

老师说我

很懒惰

还有很多坏话

讨厌她

她有些胡说的


大概10点酱回到家

由于太累

我就睡了一会儿

我爱睡觉=D

睡到很懒起床


过后

我的妈咪带我去吃肯德鸡

本来打算早点到的

怎知道弄头发弄到迟了

之后就赶去巴士站

我等了一下

本来有巴士来了的

怎知道

他走外面那条lane ==

气到~~

等了大概15分钟才有巴士

下车之后就换巴士


看到她唱歌

同时也看到他他他

超不爽的

不过看着宝贝

我的心情也好点了

赫赫

本来第一场嗒嗒无法进决赛的

幸亏有第二次机会

他们终于进到咯

真替她感到开心


在她学校看到很多踢

个个头发都短短的== (我头发也不是很长而已,不过至少长过他们 :D)[有点lc ><]

不过不够我的大老帅=D


谢谢帅哥侄子

做我的导游

哈哈哈哈



Paolao Kepo...

Fini aeyao sejia xeyou...

Hiwo gongyong kingyuan jinzhi finci yini...

Gome gome... ><

Abt 2 Copy Cats.

WTF!

I hate copy cat.

If u wan 2 copy those singer.

Fine, I dun care becz is nt my business.

Bt u r copying me.

I very very very very very very angry abt ur attitude.

Reali makes me wanna "master lock" u ad.

Until u say," Okok. I dun copy. I swear."

Bt is IMPOSSIBLE.

Cz tis kind of ppl.

4 chinese 2 describe.

死缠烂打~


Pls,

Hav ur own style.

Cz no matter hw u copy.

Ur face cnt chng.

If cn, I dunw 2 stay here!

So many thngs happened.

Jz dun disturb us cn ornt?

FUCK OFF! Fucker.

I, HATE YOU.

Hav A Bad Atiitude. =(

Ytd went 2 ts.

Saw so many ppl.

Is lik ==lll

Bt is quite hapi. =)

I would lik 2 apologize 2 my dar. =(

Bcz my attitude.

Hmm, luckily after tht ntg.

If nt, my tears wil fall down again.




佬仔♥米小姐

Slipper SUCKS!

1st time.

It hurts a lot n it's very pain.

I cnt believe it.

I was running whn raining.

While on the way reach my home, I slow down.

Whn I slow down, my slipper on d left leg spoiled.

N I run again, since goin 2 reach.

Suddenly, my right leg step 1 thing n it hurts.

Whn I reach my house, I saw my leg was bleeding.

After tht, my mum jz came bac frm the office n she saw me at downstairs.

I ran into the bathroom.

After tht, I dun dare 2 wash my leg.

Becz it feels very pain.

I told my dad.

Since he's eating, whn my grandmother saw tht, I told her n she helps me 2 wash wif dettol.

I shout in d bathroom n I bite my hand.

So whn raining tht time, better dun go out. =(

End. =(

Holiday gonna end soon!

Sad sad..

SPM is near...

I dun even feel lik wanna do revision wif it.

Dun say SPM 1st lah.

The normal exam cuming soon.

No study mood! =(

Holiday! =o

I din write my blog 4 so long! ><

Becz my dad banned the broadband. =.=

He said the maxis is better~ Streamyx~

Thn keep !@#$%^&~

A lot of thngs chnged~

N of cz~ happened too...


Holiday gonna end soon. =(

I cnt c my dear leh. Sad. :(




мяłоυΖаı

Memorable Mother's Day.

Be4 tht~

My mood is lik...

Down~

Down~ down~

Down~ down~ down~

Bt whn I heard sum noise downstairs~

I went down n hav a look~

OMG!~~

Reali make me laugh until I cnt stop laughing~

My grandmother became 40++ yrs old whn she wear the fake hair~~~

Hahaha!!~

Sum more my family members~

All the gentleman must wear the fake hair~

Every1 taking the pic..

So damn funny...

Facebook gt a lot of pictures =D

Jz go hav a look n leave sum comments~~

Bt I din take lah ok? ==


After tht~

I'm fine =)

Sry Dar..

Make u worry abt me~><













=MrLouZai=

OUR Mother Is D Best In D World.

Damn a lot of things happened tis few days.

I ad damn tired n dunw 2 waste my time 2 think it.

I dun care wt u scold.

Jz wan 2 apologize 2 u, mum.

Sorry.

Happy Mother's Day.

I dun care who u r.

As long as wt u did n I saw it.

I'll nt giving ANY chances 2 u.

Wt u did right nw.

Most of ur frens think tht u r very GOOD.

Bt whn we say the truth.

Nobody wil believe wt u say.

Wtever~

Non of my business oso.

Wt 4 being a busybody huh?

LOL! ==

-MrLouZai-

Move Along~

Had a hair cut ytd.

Front hair cut nt much.

Jz middle, sideburn n bac thr cut until damn short.


1 week oni cn write 1 time blog~

Cz I'm lazy 2 go outside 2 use my mother's comp~

Hmm.

Lots of things happen~

N I dislik 2 mention it on blog.

Becz a lot of bz body girls would lik 2 knw~

Y dun u jz ask me directly? xD

Wan 2 knw ask me.

Share thngs here is nt gd =D

Later 1 person knw.

Tht person wil hlp 2 promote 2 the others~

Umm, no nid lah k~

Jz use ur leg, walk infront of me, n open ur golden mouth 2 ask me.













`MrLouZai

You Are Just A Piece Of Shit.

I'm hapi recently.

Last fri, a lot of colleges came 2 our skul.

After tht, I took lots of brochures abt Graphic Design.

I've confirm tht I wan 2 study Graphic Design.

In Malaysia, less ppl nid Graphic Designer.

Bt in other countries.

They need.

My dad cal 2 study Interior Design.

Bt I'm nt interest in tht.


Who u think u r?

Who let u 2 simply scold ppl?

Jz a few of us u oso scare until run away ad.

Thn dun scold lah.

Since u so sc. Opps.

Sry, u dun hav c 1.

Sh loh thn. _l_

Whn I c tht, my mind is lik... WTF!~

U think we r s2p?

Wanna break our frenship?

U knw wt's FUCK mean?

Fuck u. Understand?

回想...

Dar.

He'll b fine.

Dun so worry.

I knew tht feeling.

Cz I was cried 4 my grandpa last time.


He was a cool man n he smokes.

Although he jz talk a few thngs whn I saw him.

Bt he stil my grandpa.

One day.

He felt down on d floor suddenly.

N bleed until the floor oso gt blood.

So, I guess is my uncle who send him 2 the hospital.

At 1st, he's at the normal room.

After tht, he chng 2 ICU thr bcz sumthng happen.

My mum cried, bt she's stil very "tabah".

She's lik. Umm. I'm fine bt I knew she's nt hapi.

Until the last day, he passed away.

At tht time, it was PMR.

I cnt control my tears.

Tht's y I hav a bad result in PMR.

Becz I cnt even concerntrate on my exam.

I cried too whn I saw he's in the. ( I 4gtten wt's the word ad. ==)


Human wil die sum day bt we dun even knw whn is it.

Appreciate tht wt we hav rite nw bcz it wil gone sum day.

Dun feel regret.


Lastly, bless u.

U'll b fine. U cn do it! Jz wake up!~

God Bless You.




`MrLouZai

Babi Betul!~

Having exam rite nw.

Erm, kinda bz~

Becz our cls din cheat while exam ad.

Jz keep plyin miss cal n sms in d cls oni~

C~ We ad chng ok?!

I dislik my assistant monitor.

She reali sucks man.

She loves 2 拍马屁 infront of those teachers.

She oso said our thngs 2 the teachers.

Wt the hell.

If u reali cn score A in exam thn u no nid 2 do tis kind of thngs.

U lucky oni I tel u.

Although u r so HARDWORKING.

Bt I dislik ur attitude u understand?

Pls lah, nobody wil respect wt did u do in d skul.

Jz STFU n sit down at ur place study ur things lah.

Dun b a busy body lah. Lamer.



I'd lik 2 tel u once more time.

Frens n Love is nt the same ok?

Wt the hell u tryin 2 do nw?

WofoBaifaiMingfingJiufiuShifiBufuShuangfengNifi.

So?

Pee on d floor n look at ur face properly.

Burden!~



Wofomenfenyaofezaifaiyifiqifiafa.

Wofozhifiaifainifi.

Miss u. Dar. =)

Whn cn we go out? =(

Exam til 8th Of April arh.

S2p government. =.=lll

My exam sure SUCKS 1.

"No eyes c".. Haiz.

Jz cn say.. Gambateh ;)






`MrLouZai missing YOU so much. =(

Beh tahan~

Stop self-praising urself.

Writing all the thngs 2 show ppl tht u love her so much.

Bcz ur frens wil support u isnt?==lll

Stop annoy her!~

Wtever~

I jz wanna find sumthng 2 annoy~

No comment~



Haiz~

Time reali goes fast~

Holiday is gonna end abt 3 days~

I gt no time 2 acc u.

I'm sry. =(

Tis yr SPM.

I dun even hav the mood 2 study.

Mayb nid sumbody 2 cal me oni study?

Haha~ "sot plark"~~~

Exam arh... =(

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!~













`MrLouZai

Failure. =(

Fail lah.

All of them oso gt As'.

I wondering I gt ornt?

Of cz dun hav lah! FAIL~

I din put sum afford hw cn gt A?

Zzzz.

Miss them so much~

Finally 2day cn c them.

Nt bad.

Every1 oso gt chng~

Bcum mature + leng ad~

N 1 thng reali important..

Tht's their hair colour!!!~

Ghrrr.. I wanna dye my hair~~

N hav a new hair style =(

Bt hav 2 wait~

Hope mum allow 2 dye my hair~~~













`MrLouZai`

To : Salmon =D

Beside me tht sor lou.

Dun b sad.

Jz tel me tht u r nt hapi~

Dun keep inside ur heart.

Cz it's very tired~

I wil borrow my ears 2 hear wt u said.

Dun b shy, dude bcz I'm ur sis.

Cheer it up!~

I wil support u always. U cn =)

Surely Edited. XD

Look at tis pic. Da latest Fei Man.

Tis 1. Is 2008's Kar Man.

So big diff! XD

Fei Man, better dun eat eat eat.

If nt, u wil b "big potato".

Haha!~

I guarantee she wil scold me at skul. XD

So scare arh~~~ :D








`MrLouZai

Knock!

Wake up! LouLou~

Exam cumin loh.

Stil plyin facebook~ ><

Aiks.

Knock knock knock~~~

Sumbody pls knock my head~~













`MrLouZai =)

Stupid Girl.

After receiving ur msg.

My tears dropped frm my eyes.

Becz thr's 1 answer.

Wofohenfenaifainifi~

Whn I'm typing tis 2 u, every 1 word=1 eye drop~

Lyin down on my bed n cry~

I dunw 2 disturb my bro slpin.

So I decide 2 cry alone at the living room.

Lonely. So damn lonely.

Cry for 40mins++

After tht, I looked the sky.

I rmb u told me tht u wan me 2 acc u 2 c the stars.

I search the sky bt unfortunately.

Thr's no stars. =(

The dogs r barking lik quarrel-ing. ==

They r so annoying whn ppl thinkin somethng. _l_

After tht, I choose 2 write the whole song tht u admire so much 4 u.

I check every single word. Cz I scare thr's a mistake.

Cry until so tired~

So, I slp at 1.30am.


Early in d morning.

I tot my eyes wnt swollen bt I looked at d mirror.

OMG. Y is lik swollen 1? ==lll

So tired 2day~ ><



I'm so s2p lah~

Haiz~

Lik wt I said~

Dun b a gd person 2 pity ppl.

Becz nobody wil pity u.















`MrLouZai's heart has been hurt deeply ytd. =(

I Knew It.

I din regret tht I wrote u here.

Nw oni I knw u gt wrote me in YOUR facebook.

Nt bad nt bad~ U lik. I wnt do anythng on u.

I dunw saw sumbody sad oni.

FINE! I dun care.


Dun even knw hw 2 say~

Who gt tried be4?

I guess nobody tried be4~


I've tired.

I'm tryin 2 surrender bt whn I saw those pics~

N listenin 2 the favourite song~

I think bac lots of memories.

Is lik so sweet. ><

Seriously I haven tried be4~

I'm so exciting tht cn go out v u~

So hapi tht I cn c u~



I guess tis prob shud solve it faster~

If nt both sides oso hav lots of misunderstanding~

Bt duno whn cn solve it leh? ._.













`MrLouZai...

Curse YOU!

1st day of skul after CNY.

My stomach so damn pain.

My face turned 2 white.

So, I decided 2 cal my dad 2 fetch me.

After goin 2 toilet n I slept awhile.

Is so. Tired.

Luckily I'm fine. Thank God. =)


I reali cnt hold ad.

WTF! ENOUGH!

Tht present is hers.

U cnt even touch 1 fur I tel u.

U dare 2 touch, dun blame me.

Wt wil I do on u. F _ _ _ _ _.

Cn u use the mirror 2 look at ur own face?

U dare 2 asked ur gf 2 gv u a present ah?

Stil wan tht 1 oni. U must b dreaming, dude.

Walau A. U wan tht present u duno hw 2 buy it by urself?

If u wan buy it urself.

Use ur brain 2 think.

I looked fierce?

Ya, infront of u oni.

Becz I hate u. Do u get it?

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!

U make me wanna kill u!!!!~



Argh~~~

Cnt control my mood right nw..

Cooling down..............................................













`MrLouZai_ cursing sum1 tht I hate her deeply.

>_<"

Started 2 think negatively ad.

I think is becz of parents make me angry 1st.

Sum more nvfvrenfenbingfing cuming I guess.

DAMN angry right nw.

Cn sumbody jz use a bucket of water splash on my face?

I'm reali cnt control my mood right nw.

Trying 2 cooling down.

Bt I cnt.


Actually, tis prob ad repeated many times.

N haven solve it.

Whn cn we solve it?

If dun lik me, jz tel me.

Dun waste my n ur time.

I'm tellin tis becz I scare I hurt MORE deep again.

Cry until non stop. T T



Bt I oso nid 2 remind myself.

I share tis few words 2 my fren.

N I dun even use it on my ownself.

Everyday tellin the same thing 2 myself.

Hw stupid am I.

Keep tellin my frens 顺其自然啦~

If nt leh.

Thn tis 船到桥头自然直...

Mayb I shud hear wt my fren said.

Whn only wil straight ler?

Whn? n year, n month, n day isnt?













_MrLouZai佬仔 is nt HAPPY at all.

(p/s: Pls! I wrote tis blog becz I'm nt in a gd mood RITE NW. If gt anythng tht I wrote it wrong, I would lik 2 say sry.)

When?

><

No comment. Look at tis pic.

N leave comment at the chat box. =(

Issshhh. ==

5 5 5 5 5...

I DAMN worry abt u. ><

U sad n u drank beer.

T T


WTF?

Jz came bac frm the "fat gong san" at 11.30.

Went 2 bath.

N my aunt called my mum n told her tht.

2mr wake up at 8.30am 4 breakfast.

WTH!

So early ><

Even though I'm waiting 4 "u" 2 reply ler.

Whr gt time 2 slp?! ><

Wuwuwuwuwu 55555....

I Got No Feeling~

Since I'm small till nw.

I love CNY~

Bt tis yr..

Is lik.. Huh? CNY?

No feeling?

My cousin n my parent are gambling.

My bro is accompany-ing my grandma~

N I'm the 1 who sitting in front of the comp~

Sms v Bii~

So boring... ><

2mr my cousins n my aunts...

Whole family cuming 2 my hse..

No air again~

Cz my hse damn small.

N hav 2 fit abt 20++ ppl.

They wan 2 gamble oso.

Even outside my hse thr oso cn ply mahjong.==

So damn pro..

Mayb 2mr no chance 2 ply comp.

Cz my cousins wan 2 use~

==""""

Bii..

Becareful whn u reached Ipoh ya..

Take care~

Drink more water ya~

Muacks~~~

Bt anyway.


Happy CNY n Valentine's day 2 all of u.


For those who sitting PMR+SPM+STPM~


Jyjy ya. :)









`MrLouZai - is missing Bii... Boring!!!~

Take A Breathe.

Haiz..

Feel lik so annoy 2day..

I feel lik I'm the 1 who suffer tis kind of pain. ><

I duno hw 2 say.

N I dunw 2 xplain.

I jz wanna say.

SORRY. Reali SORRY. =(

Jz 4giv me becz I'm a child. :(


I din go 2 skul 2day.

I truancy 2 cc. ><

N I oso s_ _ _ _..

Tht's y whn I reached home.

My head was so damn pain.



I'm reali nt hapi rite nw.

Whn I saw tht _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..

I damn angry.

I feel lik wanna kill her.

Eat shit lah u.

Ghhhhrrr~!!!!

Pls, Dun KACAU!

Learn frm Bii d. :D

Wodsdh zhidas daofjgn niweytu shifnbke wosyuek denbmeu pengsue youflem.

Dansjweh shilgrjt niewyr kehdsng bushgnt kejfngmb yifjenw.

Bujskflg yaosjengkb chasadjgk shoufjengb?

Wosadjg desajgn shieytn wosakjgkb genryeu takblei.

Ziasdnbv jieyruit huivmbl jieawnem juejgkvl!!!!

Danfjrtu xinslejg woakgkt?

Woasjgkr buaiweut jueogmb dejgkrti niwyerir zhekgktn yangjekkg zuofjejbtg.

Shiajekgn duialemg degleme loajgfnb!!!!

Niweutj youfkgmbbe bukgkelf rensiewq shiflekg takfkens.

Pingsjekg shenwoequ mejahgk matkgnes taksamfg??!!

Takejf X delasfjg!


Aiks.

I was so enjoy on saturday tht time.

It was...

EXCITING! :)

Finally I cn c u~

So happy. =)

Kakax. ^^













`MrLouZai <3 You. XD

Oh Yeah.^^

Happy~ =)

Special.

这次特别点

我用华语来写部落

我不停地流眼泪

好想把眼泪

都吞进肚子里

但是

我做不出

我很伤心

也不知该怎么办

朋友们都很担心我

可是

我还很幼稚

整个小孩

还没成熟


你又怪你自己

都不是你的错

是我

还不肯放手

一切都注定了

我想改变

也改变不了

有谁能了解我现在的心情

他们只会说

哭吧

舒服点

不过

也得谢谢他们

关心我


该怎么办

一看到她写的东西

无论在哪里

我都哭

可能没尝试过这种痛吧

当你发4个字给我时

我的眼泪

差点在补习那里掉了下来

辛亏

我还认的到

一回到家

就在房里哭

连洗澡

也在哭

现在也在哭

我不知道明天见到她会怎样

一切

等明天...



























MrLouZai..............

Long Life The Single.

All the girls oso the same.

Jz wan sumbody 2 care her.

Love her.


I knw ur heart gt him.

N my frens advice me 2 tel u tht wt am I thinkin.

Bt...

My heart ad surrender.

I guaranty u wil choose him.

Tis is the truth.

Nobody cn chng it.

Isn't?

If break up ad, ur heart SURE gt him 1.


Thanks 2 my clsmates especially Mm, Zack, Kee n Mei Kwan.

Sry 4 make u guys worry.

I'm fine.



Tis yr.

Heard my frens said..

Zodiac of monkey n chicken wil bad luck.

No wonder I gv teacher 2 catch everytime. =(



Thanks 4 the Pan Mee kakak.

4 givin me a packet of sambal.

I'm sry tht I cnt finish.

Bt I feel much better nw.

Cz I punch the door.


"Don't Cry Because It's Not Worth"

I write it be4 at facebook.

Bt. I cnt do tht.

While I'm writing tis blog.

I stil crying...

I cried until 2am ytd.

I was so angry.

Luckily my bro din saw tht.

If nt he sure ask me, wt happened 2 u.

Keep listening a song named.

United State Of Pop 2009 ( Blame It On The Pop).

Keep repeating about 10++ times.

><"

Tis morning.

I feel lik wanna cry ad.

Cz I feel damn pressure n always cemburu.

Wt 4?

I save my tears. I leave it in my eyes.

Bt whn I reached cls.

I cnt hold.

N I cried. T T


Started 2 rain nw.

I'm thinkin r u ok.

Cz u told me tht u scare sound of thunder.

I guess, he wil protect u.

He wil take care of u. He cn.

My heart...

has been broken 2 times.

Tis is the 2nd time.

T T

Fine, I guess.

2mr is the last day 2 meet u.

So..

Hope u cn get full A's in SPM...

Everythng fine...

Be happy always...

B...y...e....























































MrLouZai......................................................

Listening Hate That I Love You... Rihanna feat Ne-Yo