Stupid Girl.

After receiving ur msg.

My tears dropped frm my eyes.

Becz thr's 1 answer.

Wofohenfenaifainifi~

Whn I'm typing tis 2 u, every 1 word=1 eye drop~

Lyin down on my bed n cry~

I dunw 2 disturb my bro slpin.

So I decide 2 cry alone at the living room.

Lonely. So damn lonely.

Cry for 40mins++

After tht, I looked the sky.

I rmb u told me tht u wan me 2 acc u 2 c the stars.

I search the sky bt unfortunately.

Thr's no stars. =(

The dogs r barking lik quarrel-ing. ==

They r so annoying whn ppl thinkin somethng. _l_

After tht, I choose 2 write the whole song tht u admire so much 4 u.

I check every single word. Cz I scare thr's a mistake.

Cry until so tired~

So, I slp at 1.30am.


Early in d morning.

I tot my eyes wnt swollen bt I looked at d mirror.

OMG. Y is lik swollen 1? ==lll

So tired 2day~ ><



I'm so s2p lah~

Haiz~

Lik wt I said~

Dun b a gd person 2 pity ppl.

Becz nobody wil pity u.















`MrLouZai's heart has been hurt deeply ytd. =(

I Knew It.

I din regret tht I wrote u here.

Nw oni I knw u gt wrote me in YOUR facebook.

Nt bad nt bad~ U lik. I wnt do anythng on u.

I dunw saw sumbody sad oni.

FINE! I dun care.


Dun even knw hw 2 say~

Who gt tried be4?

I guess nobody tried be4~


I've tired.

I'm tryin 2 surrender bt whn I saw those pics~

N listenin 2 the favourite song~

I think bac lots of memories.

Is lik so sweet. ><

Seriously I haven tried be4~

I'm so exciting tht cn go out v u~

So hapi tht I cn c u~



I guess tis prob shud solve it faster~

If nt both sides oso hav lots of misunderstanding~

Bt duno whn cn solve it leh? ._.













`MrLouZai...

Curse YOU!

1st day of skul after CNY.

My stomach so damn pain.

My face turned 2 white.

So, I decided 2 cal my dad 2 fetch me.

After goin 2 toilet n I slept awhile.

Is so. Tired.

Luckily I'm fine. Thank God. =)


I reali cnt hold ad.

WTF! ENOUGH!

Tht present is hers.

U cnt even touch 1 fur I tel u.

U dare 2 touch, dun blame me.

Wt wil I do on u. F _ _ _ _ _.

Cn u use the mirror 2 look at ur own face?

U dare 2 asked ur gf 2 gv u a present ah?

Stil wan tht 1 oni. U must b dreaming, dude.

Walau A. U wan tht present u duno hw 2 buy it by urself?

If u wan buy it urself.

Use ur brain 2 think.

I looked fierce?

Ya, infront of u oni.

Becz I hate u. Do u get it?

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!

U make me wanna kill u!!!!~



Argh~~~

Cnt control my mood right nw..

Cooling down..............................................













`MrLouZai_ cursing sum1 tht I hate her deeply.

>_<"

Started 2 think negatively ad.

I think is becz of parents make me angry 1st.

Sum more nvfvrenfenbingfing cuming I guess.

DAMN angry right nw.

Cn sumbody jz use a bucket of water splash on my face?

I'm reali cnt control my mood right nw.

Trying 2 cooling down.

Bt I cnt.


Actually, tis prob ad repeated many times.

N haven solve it.

Whn cn we solve it?

If dun lik me, jz tel me.

Dun waste my n ur time.

I'm tellin tis becz I scare I hurt MORE deep again.

Cry until non stop. T T



Bt I oso nid 2 remind myself.

I share tis few words 2 my fren.

N I dun even use it on my ownself.

Everyday tellin the same thing 2 myself.

Hw stupid am I.

Keep tellin my frens 顺其自然啦~

If nt leh.

Thn tis 船到桥头自然直...

Mayb I shud hear wt my fren said.

Whn only wil straight ler?

Whn? n year, n month, n day isnt?













_MrLouZai佬仔 is nt HAPPY at all.

(p/s: Pls! I wrote tis blog becz I'm nt in a gd mood RITE NW. If gt anythng tht I wrote it wrong, I would lik 2 say sry.)

When?

><

No comment. Look at tis pic.

N leave comment at the chat box. =(

Issshhh. ==

5 5 5 5 5...

I DAMN worry abt u. ><

U sad n u drank beer.

T T


WTF?

Jz came bac frm the "fat gong san" at 11.30.

Went 2 bath.

N my aunt called my mum n told her tht.

2mr wake up at 8.30am 4 breakfast.

WTH!

So early ><

Even though I'm waiting 4 "u" 2 reply ler.

Whr gt time 2 slp?! ><

Wuwuwuwuwu 55555....

I Got No Feeling~

Since I'm small till nw.

I love CNY~

Bt tis yr..

Is lik.. Huh? CNY?

No feeling?

My cousin n my parent are gambling.

My bro is accompany-ing my grandma~

N I'm the 1 who sitting in front of the comp~

Sms v Bii~

So boring... ><

2mr my cousins n my aunts...

Whole family cuming 2 my hse..

No air again~

Cz my hse damn small.

N hav 2 fit abt 20++ ppl.

They wan 2 gamble oso.

Even outside my hse thr oso cn ply mahjong.==

So damn pro..

Mayb 2mr no chance 2 ply comp.

Cz my cousins wan 2 use~

==""""

Bii..

Becareful whn u reached Ipoh ya..

Take care~

Drink more water ya~

Muacks~~~

Bt anyway.


Happy CNY n Valentine's day 2 all of u.


For those who sitting PMR+SPM+STPM~


Jyjy ya. :)









`MrLouZai - is missing Bii... Boring!!!~

Take A Breathe.

Haiz..

Feel lik so annoy 2day..

I feel lik I'm the 1 who suffer tis kind of pain. ><

I duno hw 2 say.

N I dunw 2 xplain.

I jz wanna say.

SORRY. Reali SORRY. =(

Jz 4giv me becz I'm a child. :(


I din go 2 skul 2day.

I truancy 2 cc. ><

N I oso s_ _ _ _..

Tht's y whn I reached home.

My head was so damn pain.



I'm reali nt hapi rite nw.

Whn I saw tht _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..

I damn angry.

I feel lik wanna kill her.

Eat shit lah u.

Ghhhhrrr~!!!!

Pls, Dun KACAU!

Learn frm Bii d. :D

Wodsdh zhidas daofjgn niweytu shifnbke wosyuek denbmeu pengsue youflem.

Dansjweh shilgrjt niewyr kehdsng bushgnt kejfngmb yifjenw.

Bujskflg yaosjengkb chasadjgk shoufjengb?

Wosadjg desajgn shieytn wosakjgkb genryeu takblei.

Ziasdnbv jieyruit huivmbl jieawnem juejgkvl!!!!

Danfjrtu xinslejg woakgkt?

Woasjgkr buaiweut jueogmb dejgkrti niwyerir zhekgktn yangjekkg zuofjejbtg.

Shiajekgn duialemg degleme loajgfnb!!!!

Niweutj youfkgmbbe bukgkelf rensiewq shiflekg takfkens.

Pingsjekg shenwoequ mejahgk matkgnes taksamfg??!!

Takejf X delasfjg!


Aiks.

I was so enjoy on saturday tht time.

It was...

EXCITING! :)

Finally I cn c u~

So happy. =)

Kakax. ^^













`MrLouZai <3 You. XD

Oh Yeah.^^

Happy~ =)

Special.

这次特别点

我用华语来写部落

我不停地流眼泪

好想把眼泪

都吞进肚子里

但是

我做不出

我很伤心

也不知该怎么办

朋友们都很担心我

可是

我还很幼稚

整个小孩

还没成熟


你又怪你自己

都不是你的错

是我

还不肯放手

一切都注定了

我想改变

也改变不了

有谁能了解我现在的心情

他们只会说

哭吧

舒服点

不过

也得谢谢他们

关心我


该怎么办

一看到她写的东西

无论在哪里

我都哭

可能没尝试过这种痛吧

当你发4个字给我时

我的眼泪

差点在补习那里掉了下来

辛亏

我还认的到

一回到家

就在房里哭

连洗澡

也在哭

现在也在哭

我不知道明天见到她会怎样

一切

等明天...



























MrLouZai..............

Long Life The Single.

All the girls oso the same.

Jz wan sumbody 2 care her.

Love her.


I knw ur heart gt him.

N my frens advice me 2 tel u tht wt am I thinkin.

Bt...

My heart ad surrender.

I guaranty u wil choose him.

Tis is the truth.

Nobody cn chng it.

Isn't?

If break up ad, ur heart SURE gt him 1.


Thanks 2 my clsmates especially Mm, Zack, Kee n Mei Kwan.

Sry 4 make u guys worry.

I'm fine.



Tis yr.

Heard my frens said..

Zodiac of monkey n chicken wil bad luck.

No wonder I gv teacher 2 catch everytime. =(



Thanks 4 the Pan Mee kakak.

4 givin me a packet of sambal.

I'm sry tht I cnt finish.

Bt I feel much better nw.

Cz I punch the door.


"Don't Cry Because It's Not Worth"

I write it be4 at facebook.

Bt. I cnt do tht.

While I'm writing tis blog.

I stil crying...

I cried until 2am ytd.

I was so angry.

Luckily my bro din saw tht.

If nt he sure ask me, wt happened 2 u.

Keep listening a song named.

United State Of Pop 2009 ( Blame It On The Pop).

Keep repeating about 10++ times.

><"

Tis morning.

I feel lik wanna cry ad.

Cz I feel damn pressure n always cemburu.

Wt 4?

I save my tears. I leave it in my eyes.

Bt whn I reached cls.

I cnt hold.

N I cried. T T


Started 2 rain nw.

I'm thinkin r u ok.

Cz u told me tht u scare sound of thunder.

I guess, he wil protect u.

He wil take care of u. He cn.

My heart...

has been broken 2 times.

Tis is the 2nd time.

T T

Fine, I guess.

2mr is the last day 2 meet u.

So..

Hope u cn get full A's in SPM...

Everythng fine...

Be happy always...

B...y...e....























































MrLouZai......................................................

Listening Hate That I Love You... Rihanna feat Ne-Yo

What The? ==

Pengawas pulled us out ytd.

Thn 2day, whn I walked 2 cantin.

Sudd, Saiful came out.

OMG. I tot I cn run.

Bt at last, he caught my ear n hand.

Cz I'm wearing the black thng. ==llll

So, it's so BAD LUCK. =(



I'm nt hapi at ALL.

Cz...

I started 2 cemburu.

Whn she said the xx..

><

Duno y...

Bcum no mood jor =(

Bt nvm, I guess later wil ntg de?!

Hope ntg lar...



















`MrLouZai...

Please Tell Me... The Truth.

OMG.

Shocked me nia.

Sudd put Part Of The List & I Gotta Feeling. ><

Haiyo.

Wt's on ur mind actually?

I dunw 2 guess anymore.

It's lik... Urgh =(

Forget abt it...

I miss her so much.

I cnt sms her.

N I waitin 4 her.

Jz lying on the table.

N read her blog.

Listening her song tht she put.

Lik no energy.

Bt I dun mind. Cz she's bz.

I cnt blame her~

Hai...

Those prefect r SHIT.

So many ppl BERAMBUT PANJANG oso dunw 2 catch.

Catch us wor?!

We r nt BERAMBUT PANJANG.

We r BERAMBUT PENDEK lah.

NOOB! U gt eyes 2 c?

My hair is short bukan PANJANG.

Babi.

Lik so proud cn do prefect.

U jz a Junior oni.

Wt 4 catching us?

I'm ur senior last time. LOL.

Perasannya.. =D

Bt I'm tellin the truth.

So many ppl BERAMBUT PANJANG oso dunw 2 pull them out.

U guys sucks man.

Fxxx you! Dog.

`MrLouZai` wait wait waiting...

For ur reply...