废人

对

我什么都不是

我只不过是个废才一个

自己亲手买的东西

自己却一手破坏

对

我缺点最多

优点最少

什么都最不好

这就是我------烂人

Hoho, pressure.

38 again. Haha!! xDD

Maybe I had too many assignments, only I do this expression. Lol.

Had being a driver recently.

Dislike fetching my brother to here and fetch him back to the house.

Is so boring and wasting time.

If beside me was you, different.

I can drive until Thailand without sleeping also no problem.

Cause the person who's sitting next to me is you. My love.

Recently not really in a great mood.

Quite lazy to do my assignments cause finished doing it, hand in to the lecturer, the lecturer will give again.

It seems like repeating the same thing without changing the method.

Except the final project is different and some stuff.

BORING!

I enjoyed the moment with you.

I miss the moment with you.

I really wanna hug you.

I can't stop missing you.

My love. <3

Idiot.

We planned to go back to the school yesterday.

I'm having class at 9-12pm.

After my class, I drive to my secondary school.

It isn't far from my college.

I'm so happy that I can meet my friends.

When I reached my school and I parked my car, I wanted to go in to the school.

Unfortunately, the guard disallows me.

I asked him whether I can go in or not.

The guard called me to ask the teacher.

I asked him, he was my art teacher last time.

He disallow me to. He said," you pakai macam girl baru boleh masuk".

I'm like what the fuck?

I dislike wearing skirt. So?

Because of last time, I wear shorts and you guys disallow me to go in.

I wear long pants and I drive to school because I wanna see you, teacher.

BUT! You don't even know how to appreciate it.

I just came from college, what clothes do you expect me to wear?

You want me to wear singlet and go inside the school isn't?

FUCK you! You spoiled my mood, do you know that?

Don't think my hair wax until like that, I looked like "samseng".

NAH! Which part do I looked like samseng?

Why people from science class can go in?

WHY?!

The only reason is, you all just dislike our look. EVERYTHING!

I knew, if our memories isn't in this school, I won't go back!

You stay infront of me and begging me to go back, I won't too!

I just don't understand! What the fuck is the rules?!

I'm so angry with my school's security, it's just. SUCKS. o0o

The only thing that I can do. :')

It was a normal day today.

As usual, having CGD in the early morning.

After that had our Photography class.

Toke a lot of pictures of my classmates, gain lots of experience from lecturer.

After that...

Meet my baby and something happened after that...

When she gets angry, she never say goodbye to me.

I started to walk to the bus stop, my tears is all around the eyes.

I wonder my eyes are red at the moment...

people who are waiting for the bus there looking at me?

I just don't understand, I'm crying non stop and nobody knows.

I'm crying and I'm typing this blog.

I can't stop crying.

Like nobody knows and nobody cares.

I'm just crying alone in the middle of the night.

I knew you're joking.

I knew.

But the problem is on me.

I can't stand for it and I just get a little angry.

I'm sorry.

I just can't stop missing you.

I just can't stop loving you.

I just can't stop getting "cemburu" when you/people treat you in a good way.

I knew I just can't stop crying right now.

Stress.

有了laptop就会向着webcam自拍,自恋到~~

哈哈

刚洗好澡拍的,把头发都吹完上去,额头几凉爽一下

哈哈哈

有时候太多assignment时,不知找什么东西来放松自己

只好找我最亲爱的宝贝

她的一字一句话都给了我很大的鼓励

谢谢你老婆

我爱你:-*

黑眼圈深了

脸也开始憔悴了

恐怕没有baby face了

该保养下:目

做多点mask

哈哈哈

娘娘xDD

回忆过去

突然想起中学的生活

那时候的我们

是多么的自由自在

只是那些规则

弄到我们不开心，不满意

这

已过去了

还记得我中三那年

我爱上了篮球队的其中一个senior

呵

不断的追她

一有时间就走去学校的走廊那看她

一放学就等她

不过没试过看她看到miss bus

哈哈

以前的我

真的整个花痴酱

现在与以前不同了

我也后悔了自从和她表白

现在

我和她的关系还比朋友更糟糕

算了吧

可能她真的很讨厌我

==

还记得你参加歌唱比赛时

帮你投票拉票

拉得好辛苦

放了很多心机，很多金钱

可是

你一句谢谢也没有

你的性格

果然好酷

现在也是一样

整个刘力扬的look

酷爆==

我也没计较那么多

这只是过去，回忆

(p/s:我们只是朋友，就是那么简单)

到了中四

我追了你一年

呵

我已对你

只是朋友

不可能了

勉强是没幸福的

也算了

只好把你忘了=]

结果我做到啦

只当你是朋友

可你还帮我当敌人看待

真的是~唉~~

没关系

我遇见了一位靓女

就是我的宝贝啦

赫赫

和你在一起

真的感觉到很幸福

虽然有时候我有发些小脾气

可是过了，我就算了

没放在心上

只要你开心，健健康康

我就很满足了

不敢想那么多

因为船到桥头自然直:)

亲爱的

我爱你哦

此刻只想爱着你~~~<3

如果可以

时间可以倒流么？

我觉得上了college压力很多

唉

爱情也照旧

爱着我的她

只想回到以前中学的生活=[

Sucks. =)

When I was small, I always think of I can drive a manual gear car cause can like Initial D. ==

What I think is consider childish right?

Now, I got my P license and I can drive my dad's manual gear car.

The only thing is, my dad still don't allow me to drive by myself.

Because he worried about me, he wants me to be a good driver.

Everyday I wanted to drive and hope he say," okay, you're now passed."

Unfortunately, it's getting worst and worst....

I feel like I'm the worst driver ever.

He scolded me in the car loudly.

This is the first time, I didn't response him.

I didn't even speak a word.

I just keep silence.

Maybe I really not that qualify to being a driver.

Dear, I'm sorry.

I guess I need more time...

Because my dad's car is a manual gear car.

It's not that easy to handle it.

I toke my P license like about 1 month plus and now still need my dad to sit beside me.

At first I think that I can handle but now, I really knew it.

That kind of feeling is like...

Hard to explain.

Just hope everything will be fine.

Don't want to hope anything on my driving skills anymore.

Just wanna drive carefully and safety, that's enough.

I guess I have to take this more seriously....